The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

RELEASE OF O'LVL RESULTS TODAY! saw many ppl crying 'yao si yao huo' after seeing their results.. i was like 'r u kidding?' b4 going to sch i was thinking if i actually fail.. will i cry?guess i m kinda 'cold blooded' huh... argh..! kinda expected tt i will have more than 20pts 4 my L1R4... nv study la huh.. too late liao..even my sis n ex tutor also say its bad...-.- hai.. all i can do now is hope to get into e course i wan.. i m interested in media design or watever design..but qian hui n my dad say no 'qian tu'... ask me go join biotech..-.- coz its kinda 'hot' subject nowadays(juz take a look at our newspapers)..but i m not interested la! it's like so cool...doing graphics,animations n stuff... but looking at all e things.. wat they call it? java scripts? can get dizzy ah... i m 1 who is lazy to remember stuffs...other courses i wanna take should b accountancy, banking n financial services blah... since i can proudly say tt my best subject is maths(n tts e only 1..).... later c all e numbers till i go crazy man..haha.. well.. kinda happy tt i will have qian hui 4 company if we r to go to sp together... now i m already worried about my first day in sch... being in a totally new environment juz freaks me out! hai.. tomolo still have to go back sch to get "a guide to poly admission booklet"... they r so troublesome...after tt need to go online to register....den ya.. still have work...(will b seeing tt me-li-ssa again for 4whole hrs-.- ..unless i go 1 hr later...hehe.. she is gonna snatch my customers again..hai..) but kinda fun working there haha.. coz most of e time i will b alone.. do watever things i wan...bring frens there.. =X i m so 'xing fu' to have them to keep me company...sometimes they would drop by to buy food 4 me.. look after e shop while i go to e toilet peacefully..haha.. =) so sweet of u guys... especially qian hui..after work at marina walk all e way to heeren to find me.. so touched *sniff* guess will b working nearer to me if she joins pasta mania @ cineleisure some time next wk... yup... sometimes it kinda brightens up my day too when i serve those customers who r v frenly... =D

Li.di.ya turned back time on 10:32:00 PM.

Taurus: Everything is coming together just as you had hoped it would.**

tts my horoscope 4 today...*sigh* yeah..i really wish it would."u have lots of injuries in your lifetime, but when you grow,you become calm and macho type!!!" YEAH!!! they actually make us a stronger person..in a way... got this frm some quiz or wat yesterday.... Damn it! Today i have to work for 10 WHOLE HRS..alone!(at least i dun have to c tt melissa) its juz so quiet there... not many ppl come to e shop. All i do is read e mags there(i have flipped thru them a 'hundred' times!)..stone... if i dun have enuff sales 4 today i m gonna receieve nagging from tt bitch again. she always says:"muz push leh muz push leh..." , "if ur sales is poor tt means ur service not gd or tt u dun have 'ren yuan' "..WATEVER!i was like nodding my head e whole time..while inside,i was saying to myself..."its not my fault wat... its UR CLOTHES PROBLEM!" like wat e hell.. i cant FORCE them to buy e clothes..if it doesnt fit or doesnt suit them.. it doesnt! how can i lie juz so as to make them buy? mayb if ur r doing sales..sometimes u have to 'pai ma pi'..but pls.. i DUN n NV do tt.. i m not gd at tt... i think i will get sacked sooner or later...but HACK! cant stand her too.... she toks to me dun look at me 1 leh... instead.. it's e MIRROR! -.- omg.... ok! i m gonna b late 4 work now! better b going...=X

Li.di.ya turned back time on 10:38:00 AM.

YEAH!!! at last i start doing an online diary 4 myself... hmm... have to get some help frm those who have done this b4 man..coz i-have-no-idea how to use it..need to make a nice 1 tt i can b proud of ya... (0.0) Look out 4 it! it may b a little boring to u..but who cares!it's mainly 4 MYSELF (n those who r interested to know bout my life..blah..) This is where i LET IT ALL OUT!..but there will slightly b a little prob 4 me to update this blog whenever i want to coz i do not always have a pc with me! -.- ..n ya... quite happy with this blogskin tt i have found..matches this song tt i LOVE so much!=D its THE SCIENTIST by ColdPlay..not bad eh.. ;)

Li.di.ya turned back time on 12:24:00 PM.