The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

ZzzzZz... omg... actually talked on e phone with my "ex" for almost 2hrs!i was shock to receieve a call frm him..long time no contact le.. i was with him for 2 pathetic wks..nah..i wun even count it as 1BGR.As usual,he did e toking...all crap.PURE BOREDOM.kept toking bout e past..he still has e sms i sent him a yr ago -.-.like ok.. so wat? wat is he trying to show..zzz...i still think tt e way he talks still sound kinda fake lor.. but its kinda gd..say e things tt needed to b said. he reminded me so much of DZT.kept saying tt he wans to quit smoking n needs motivation frm some1...ya ok...in e end said tt he will report to me how many sticks he smoke per day frm mon onwards.ya like wats gotta do with me.. watever!...after hanging up e phone he asked a Q. :"u have feelings towards me?" i think it is kinda obvious frm e way i treat him nowadays...

man...for e past few days i have been bz with work.. it was so damn tiring! i have to work for 8 hrs again today...with e boss! -.- hmm... i better get contact lens soon!so tt i can check out e cutie opp. at 77th st...haha..remember once i 4got to put e stick first b4 pulling e "shutter" thingy while doing closing n it got stuck! since he was doing e closing too.. i had no choice but to ask him 4 help n luckily i did.he seemed reluctant to help....he was like.."aiyo..y like tt..." tt kind response n gave a frustrated expression.in e end he got his fren to help after he failed to do so..i said so many times of 'thank you(s)' n i received no reactions from him..-.- ..fine.hai...so 4getful of me...i even 4got to take out e stick once when i was doing e opening!it was there until mrs tay came in..there's another cutie too!(u muz b thinking i m v lucky huh..opp. so many cuties..haha)this 1 is a female with a funky hairdo.last sun she came into my shop to look ard while i was teaching Qian Hui how to do closing.(yes she has joined me) when i looked at her she was like.."^_^ (mi mi yan..so cute!) v bored la..so come n look ard.." haha..i was like ok... wanted to say wan anything tell me ah... give her discount..hehe..cant imagine tt she is e same age as me. so.. after getting my contacts i will b able to c them clearer..n when e cutie ger smiles at me frm opp i will b able to c it n return her a smile too. if not omg...qian hui will have to inform me again..later she thinks tt i m 'dao' ah...

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