The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

damn tired today! slept 4 only an hr (or even less) n i had to go to work.. zzz... my eyes couldnt open man....kept blinking them coz my contacts were irritating my eyes... last nite was out e whole nite n got back home only at about 4am... kinda pt-less 4 me to slp coz i will b working at 7 n had to get out of e house at 6..so i take my time.. bathe... play with hp a little... last nite went mdm wong..too early le.. not many ppl so we later went Music Underground... they played groove coverage songs all e while on this particular nite (they were having this DJ jason? v.s G.C thingy..)..not bad.. but too much techno is not 4 me... tot tt place is a little more 'high class' ..but saw quite a few ah bengs..n ah lians.. n wat made me mad e most was tt 1 bartender tried to b funny or something asked me m i an ah lian.. >:( i hate it when ppl calls me tt... n i gave him e angry look n said no. den he said 'u muz b an ah huey den!'-.- .... i gave him tt look again n walked away... hello... i din dress like 1 k...i was juz wearing a translucent top fron Double Index with a black tube inside ok... it was juz plain n normal.. n yes.. e songs too techno liao so ai ling n frens left first...so did those 2 i worked with at bugis n their frens...left me n Lynn.. kinda sian but it was gonna b 3am so tot juz stay till den... n we did. b4 we left met 2 kinda young chaps... so juz exchanged no. ..(hehe.. so next time have more khakis to do things together eh..) ya.. den took a cab home... now i m juz at e airport typing this... better get going... meeting ai ling again with sis n her fren lennon to watch Eternal Sunshine Of e Spotless Mind... hope i dun fall aslp in e cinema! =X o ya.. UTT (e mtv vj)BOUGHT a SMOOTHIE FROM ME JUZ NOW!!!! bought a small very berry gd... not bad looking eh.. but complexion not v gd la...(as if mine is... ....) e other nite saw a china ping pong player who represents Sg..(his bf plays badminton de.. from indonesia..) ... 4 got wats her name.. but to bad we were closed so in e end din get anything from us.... too bad!

Li.di.ya turned back time on 3:19:00 PM.