The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

last nite went devil's bar damn early.. coz free entry b4 8.but ai ling + me reached there at 8.10 still free...heng ah.free drinks too coz her frens r there. hehe.. damn sian ma..nuting to do so kept drinking (when i was in sch. v sian..i will drink from my water bottle too.funny hor..tts y sometimes by drinking jiu full liao.haha.no need eat..)..drank a few glasses in less den half an hr felt a little tipsy liao.e feeling is like u know wat is happening but u have little control..hai.. damn boring lor.. coz ai ling was bz with her frens n her makeup course mates so i was practiacally alone. -.- she was bz flirting with her course mate fren too. -.- .. not bad looking la but..haiyo..nuting to say...well at least i enjoyed e live band there..not bad.den managed to get dan n fren to come accompany me.they got in free man! haha.. lucky them. long story la.. b4 they arrived,i was at e sit listening to e live band..there was this pretty gal(25 yrs old) with sharp features flawless skin i would say?..was rite infront of me with a guy.(dunno bf or wat la..) she looked at me n smiled.so c she so frenly smile back lor..den she walked to me n said 'hi', how old m i, n i look so cute.. keke.. watever! den pinch pinch my nose so many times.. den at 1 pt of time.she said she is a les! touch touch a bit.. den said again tt she was kidding.. o.0..hmm.. who knows eh..y would a female come up to another?*glup*.n she seemed to b a little drunk.but she kept saying she is alrite..keke.. but overall she is damn sweet. really like look after me lor coz she c i "so young" n sitting there alone( was actually sitiing with ai ling's guy frens too la but nuting to say yo them leh).asked me whether i was alrite (well was alittle drunk n felt damn slpy) ,offered me e glass of vodka-7up she was drinking from...din wanna reject her offer so i juz took 2 slips.n she was like looking after me..sitting beside me 4 some time since ai ling was bz flirting ard..-.-.. she damn sweet lor..n v pretty as well! damn wasted if she is a les...(actually she look a bit like it la.hmmm... should i 'gao' les with her if she is 1? still thinking eh...) den ya.. we actually exchanged no. ...she asked 4 my no. so anything lor.. dun mind knowing her better.. =) after tt 3plus go eat supper at 201 den go home slp liao lor!zzzz.... got free transport again.. no need take cab..hehehe. gd gd gd!

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:27:00 PM.