The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: The one you love finally reveals what his or her true feelings are.**

v long nv write liao... neglected my dairy too. hmm.. 4 e last 2 weeks of sch kinda slack lor. half e time dunno wat e teachers toking about. lec tok.lab go surf net. slack ah~!better do some catching up le... n e sam damn bth him..damn crappy n lame ah! e way he does e sponge-bog laugh.."mmmuuaahhhaahhhahh...~" damn 'xiang' ah! bth ah... poly sch isnt tt bad after all.at least not as bad as my last 2yrs in sec sch. -.-zzz... at least have a few clicks in my class.. our class is getting more 'united' liao lor. e guys went to play soccer together.but e girls will NV get together! we r 2 diff groups! at first it was juz me kelly n siti, now we recruit brenda le.. trying to get yu yue n meiyi together too coz c 2 of them only also poor thing.. e other group consist of a few gers who act cool n act cute de...bth man.smile at them n they juz stare at u. wth is tt 4? act dao ah. ya la.. they pretty they stylo la. but i dun need this kind of attitude k. fine. act cool la. i catch u looking at me i stare back too. dun think only they can act cool. childish man! grow up le la.after sec sch still like tt. everytime catch them toking behind out back coz they always whisper whisper.n sometimes i heard them myself lor. small things only u know.-.- i mean as a classmate u muz so 'jue' meh? come on la... cant we juz 'act like a class'? hai.. dun say le la.. everytime c them also sian la. make my day sucky only.

but overall ya.. tp is nice la... e breaks r gd la.. can slack ard chit-chat. but still.. too much also sian.. nuting to do.. tt time we juz kept going to e labs go online. no life ah! muz change muz change..hehe.. yup n i found out brenda is also working at e airport! juz opp me de coffee bean. wa.. if i wanna 'tiao cao' i 'tiao' to there ah.. like not bad leh.. kinda fed up of my working place.. e ppl not auto de lor.. leave things 4 u to do. sometimes when i report 4 work e whole place is already messy. c liao also sian. no mood to work le. nowadays i heck care le. do closing anyhow do.work so hard 4 wat? n wat do i get? juz miserable $4.50/hr pay. one by one e ppl also quitting liao.. hai.. e company really cham ah. like wat they always say, mayb 1day will really 'dao bi'..'guan men da ji' ..u know..close dwn.

speaking of tt.. last tue went heerens with kelly they all..(me, kelly n sam took neo prints!) i walked pass star diva n i saw e sucky boss!haha.. have to tend e shop.mayb out of workers! haha.. shop still havent close dwn yet. think she saw me too den when i turned to look in she quickly turn to e fitting rm n look at herself in e mirror..wahah..as usual. havent change. e other time when i went shopping at orchard alone i went in too. n a girl with hk accent was tending e shop.i juz look ard e clothes den i went up to her. told her i was working there previously b4 her n asked her bout e sales. showed her my name tt was in e record bk. she actually showed e me e record bk lor. tts wat i wanted.haha. n know wat? e sales were juz as bad as those days i was working there! e boss still say my sales were bad. i really 'mai xiao' lor.. but happy too la when i met some nice n interesting ppl.. =) e prob was only e boss.

enuff of my 'lao lao dao dao'.. like aunty liao.. keep toking behind their back. but true lor. sickening ppl ma. but trust me. i will nv bad stab myfrens. i dun like i really dun like de. u wun even c me contacting them often.n i dun believe in talking bad things about some1 to e group of frens we share lor. if i cant stand tt person y m i with her? now i try to accomodate my frens coz i know every1 is diff in their own way.
think coz of e job i have been doing.sales n everything.meeting all sorts of ppl..
yup. juz e other day wennt to c 'WindStruck' with sam.. sad story. tried not to cry.telling myself its juz a show. not true. but cant help it la. den afew days after tt a familiar no. sms me. teling me to c tt show.. den ijuz replied c liao.. den told me cried like mad. though i erased e no. liao when i read it it sounded familiar. think i know who tt was frm.. kinda shock lor... hmm...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:06:00 PM.