The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

juz now went dad's place to collect a cable so tt i can start using e internet. den went parkway walk abit..c hp, find my things. so late le..i m like suppose to study now lor... from 2 till now... ok.. gonna off this pc soon after i dl finish e jcreator. today shiok ah.. no sch.. coz this week is term test. will b having my first paper tomolo n tt is CMaths. wth.. did a few Qs only. e other sub havent even touch. last min of study again. tried to study so many times but when i wanna start, i begin to feel slpy. den i will go slp. zzz..zz.... damn cham. my 2nd CMaths close book exercise failed by half mark. -.- wonder how will i do 4 my tests this week. was suppose to study yesterday too but in e end moved this pc from my dad's house. do this kind of things wo jiu "qi ji'er" le... wiped my table la... pack a bit to make space 4 my pc la.. ahh~ damn tidy now. =D

hai.. if i fail e papers dunno wat i gonna do. feeling a bit useless actually. study also cannot study properly.slack so much.go work also sian.. wat can i work as?

speaking of work. last weekend de business was so poor. we were like bz 'pai cang ying'.sun worse still. no sandwiches to make,fruits to cut coz they were all done by e others e previous day. so spent e free time stare into space, use e pc, c tv, tok cock with my sup(alot of funny n stupid things happened to him b4.he alot of stories de.used to b a police.-.- hao ren dun have liao ah.. even e police also like tt). n also..EAT. e sup la... big 'wei kou' he have.. den pei him eat too. yesterday ate 1 sandwich, 1 subway 6-inch,fruits. den he go 'gai gai' 4 food n went to e foodcourt upstairs where e food r more ex than usual. tried to stop him from buying in e end join him eat. -.- bought e fried rice n hor fun n we shared.fat liao lor... tt time nan de lost some weight now put back on liao.. they used to say '"u slim liao ah..".. n now its " u seem to b shorter liao". tts wat my sis fren said e other time when she came to my house to stay overnite. hai...a bit e true.. but she damn cute la.. a bit tomboy de. tt time went chijmes look 4 my sis after work she was also there. couldnt find my sis so i asked her. it shocked me when she said "who r u?" tot she was joking at first but later found out tt she couldnt regconize me at tt moment coz i was dress quite differently from e way she saw me e other time at home.. (if u c e jap cartoon called 'nan nu qiao qiao ban',a vvvv cute n nice cartoon,last time shown on channel8 sat afternoon u will know wat i m toking about.. v aunty) keke.. other times when she c me she also 'jia jia' "who r u ah"... she so funny.. cute la.

la.... cant wait 4 e tests to finish. den go eat gd de with kelly they all.. sentosa sun tan la..my devil's bar! so many things too do.... ok i think too much liao.. still early wor..keke..

Li.di.ya turned back time on 4:50:00 PM.