The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: The next four weeks is a time for you to get more organized.**

yeah man... getting there soon... cant believe last sat i actually sat infront of my pc not juz stare at e monitor, but was working on a prsp lab Q wor..hehe... was typing away all e java codes n getting help from e lect notes n past lab/tut papers. not bad.. managed to complete 1Q 1hr later...juz a bout e time when andy called me to go 4 supper...(i will cont about this supper thingy later on...) n juz now i spent some of my time sorting out e subjects papers. v messy ah... v scared i leave out any of them. so went thru all e pages/slides on OLE n checked them 1 by 1.. lec by lec, tut by tut..blah...phew~ now my table is much more neater liao.. =D

planning prog 4 tomolo after sch liao.. ending at 11 tomolo coz of e make-up lesson 4 prsp lec. ok la.. still early.. 2-5 have lab 4 self-training?... there will b teachers ard la but not sure whether they will b providing any Qs 4 us to work on not.. hmm... wanted to go de..( cannot slack anymore le ma.. muz work hard liao) but in e end decided to go next week de ba. more time to find Qs to ask e teacher ma..(though i have 1 le la but find more better la.. 'sun bian' ma.) so tomolo will b going ahopping le ba.. gotta buy 'something' tt i have been wanting to buy since b4 e june hol..-.-" v cham rite.. ros also cannot stand me liao.. kept telling her i will b going to her place there(seiyu) to buy (coz got discount ma..).. den she will always call me to ask when on earth will i b really dropping by..haha. ya la.. wanted to go sentosa sun tan de also... but.. hai... dunno la...

ya.. really bth some of my class ppl.. act until so.. wah.. really bth lor. there's 1 'chee hong' guy. hop from 1 girl to another. 1 leave him, he 'jiu' hop! -.- who e hell he thinks he is.. cannot let him do wat he wants lor.. CANNOT give him e IMPRESSION tt he can do watever he wans lor! warn tt girl le.. she still like tt.. really dunno wats she thinking.. cant she c wat kind of person he is?! suddenly so close to her. nowadays go to places with him.. we ask she 'jiu' dun go..-.- zong se qing you ah? DUN B FOOLED BY HIM AH! ask 4 pity only.... bth ah~~~ dunno wats she thinking... watever. cant b borthered with her le....hai. i m sure tt if she rejects him too he have no "place" to go liao... unless change class la.. den got new girls liao lor.. gd 4 him! -.-""" 'wo jiu shi yao kan ta tong ku' la... wahaha~~~~~~~ *evil* teach him a lesson ma.. qi si ren.... another 2 also.. 'gou nan nu'.. 1 have bf le still flirt ard with another... hai.. poor bf man.. "dear" here "dear" there..even infront of our classmates.-.-... 'nong jia chen zhen' ah.. though they kept denying it but we can c de lor.. not juz me lor.. think even e whole class also can c..obvious lor... c both their characters ah.. they a bit those desperate type la..

sometimes really wanna change class man.. bth ah~ c them also sian liao.. spoil my mood ah.. but e rest of e ppl r alrite la.. though din have e chance to tok to some of them... hmm..

yup.. 1 by 1 have 'dui xiang' liao lor in our lec hall.. not really 'dui xiang' la but at least some1 to look out 4 ma.. nicks kelly n branda give them.. "bartender " la.. with thick framed glasses.. "street guy" la.. haha.. n i dun have any...hai... interested but dunno them de wats e pt.. rite? e "street guy" yue kan yue not bad.. curlyhair.. eh...haha.. not trying to snatch from branda.. but ya lor.. cute la.. branda said 1st day of sch when they sat beside each other in e lec hall n she ask him a Q.. he juz said something like:" shh... listen to e teacher." 0.0! ..lol.. funny man he... hmm...

v cham hor.. i like gossiping here.. well.. let u know what kind of idiotic ppl i have met out there ma...


SUN:
Taurus: Tact and thoughtfulness seem to have left the building entirely.**

back to e supper part... after midnite liao so its sun lor.. so when we were walking back to my blk after supper nuting happened lor(almost kicked e offerings though.. chinese 7th month ma..). later when were walking back again after getting canned drinks from a vending machine ,tt was 2blks away, something scary happened. *glup* a cat kept following us. all e way man... to my blk.e scary thing is tt it kept looking back when it stops. ...... as if looking at something.. ............. u know.. animals actually can sense "those things" rite... *glup* tried to keep my cool... den wanted to take e lift but e cat kept following us. scared tt it would follow me into e lift so i juz stayed at e void deck....until 1man came out frome lift! .. at this time..(2am + liao..) heng ah.. den quickly got andy into e lift. when he went back downstairs to go home..e cat din follow him liao.. den i was thinking...it was following me ah? 0.0! ehh.... bleah! din think bout this '7th month' thingy so much until now.. coz of e incident... ...........*glup*

den later go slp liao... at first tot tt i was working at 7 until i remembered i should b doing 2 closing this wk.. so... more time 4 some serious slp!

anyway.. i was wrong.. woke up from a terrible headach.. dizzy n felt like vomiting... din know wat was happening to my body man... felt terrible. all e way to work.. felt better only after taking e acti-fast? panadol. hai... den was working with e malay girl again. tot with e sup =( den later in e evening she asked me:" why u so quiet? r u always like this? or only when working with me? 1st or 2nd?" i said 2nd. =X true wat...nuting to tok to her about.. always so lame de..n sacarstic...i cant b bothered with these ppl lor.. trying to get (my) attention only.i told her u have things to say juz say la! dun have to wait 4 me... wat u wan me to say? lame jokes? (like u?) -.- pls...ya la.. she those talkative type la.. make funny noises only.. at 1 pt she asked me i dislike her huh..of coz said no lor.. like unwillingly like tt..=X lol... ya lor.. den actually finished cleaning up all e things b4 12 de.. tot can go home early.. but drag till 1 coz of all e paper work..-.-" i wanna go home slp de lor... de when taking e cab told her outside departure hall gate 3 n she went arrival hall. some more din have e hp with her..-.- luckily e cab came late also.. if not i would have left without her.. hai.. in e end change today's shift with her... though get to work longer hrs than on fri.. but e tot of working with tt' hao chi lan zhuo' de girl i sian liao.. nuting got nuting to say also..wasting my time there.. bored to death.. so might as well dun earn tt extra 12bucks? yup...


Fri:
Taurus: You can't trust everyone - even the people you used to trust.**

was carving 4 e porridge @ chinatown so after sch went there 4 dinner with kelly. *BURP!* eat till damn full there....after e porridge, 1 bbq wing, tofu n yu sheng... walked ard.. look at more food! keke.. den later it was desert time! had e peanut thingy... watery watery de.4got wat its called..den home sweet home liao. =)

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:17:00 PM.