The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Spend as much time at home today as possible. It will heal you.**

thursday liao~ suppose to slp 1 hr only den go to work in e end overslept! woke up only when T1 called me n i was like looking at e clock. shit! 10plus liao! den i told him if i go will reach ard 12. no point rite work 4 3hrs only... so i said i not going ba.. he was like pissed off ba... juz hang up e phone.. den i go back to slp again...hehe...

AT LAST I CUT MY HAIR SHORT! went bugis de Chapter2 4 their colour contour package. includes cut, treatment, colour, highlight n style. not bad la...though dun have 'nu ren wei' le..tomboy le.. at least i change my hairstyle le. but think if my fringe isnt tt short it will look better la... but ok la.. nice la nice la... mayb juz not used to it... c short hair weird weird de. long hair still e best. colour my hair e girl cute lor... could c tt she was trying to tok to me but... but eh... cute lor... in e last part she came back to c how my hair le. she was like: " hmm... not bad.. more style le...look different le =D." keke... i was like ya lor.. at least change hairstyle le.... i told her wanna change ma coz all along long de... sian liao.... she was like "ni she de meh?" of coz not lor.. but wat to do.. sian liao.. some more juz cut my hair den not satisfied.. so wth.. CUT LA! e cutter also cute... 1 part she was like: " hai hao they left 'ji gen' of my fringe 4 me to cut..." haha...den toked about face shapes... i found out tt they cut e fringe 4 ONLY $5 FLAT! know i go there liao....hai... next time next time...

after tt went TAXI at bugis junction find my old frens (used to work there) since i there ma... den 1 girl couldnt recognize me lor.. not coz of my hair leh... its tt she really dun remember my face! i was like toking to her den c her kept looking at me.. staring den i asked her she know who m i not.. she dunno. -.- mei liang xin de dong c... tt time 1-2 months ago some more went MU with her n frens n lynn....hai... den later go find ros at seiyu also.. c me say i look more mature le.. ah lian again..-.- coz i highlight my hair red again... ok la.. mayb next time try other colours liao... hai... red something different ma...

den later its to DEVIL'S BAR! woohoo~ long time no go le.. heng i can go in ah...like e songs they play lor.. e live band also not bad.. they play songs like linkin park...britney....milkshake... shut up n SATISFACTION! haha...stayed till 3 only coz damn tired ah.. my legs too... was damn slpy lor...coz of e drinks? until later meet andy go eat supper at 201 den 'jing shen' le... later go somewhere tok cock also. till 6. took a bus home wanted to buy e loreal shampoo 4 coloured hair but my hosue dwnstairs dun sell... wa lau... some more waited 4 him to open e shop.. go in dun have..-.- scared my colour later come out again.. foam pink pink again... den its slping time! (o ya juz now while waiting 4 ai ling.. i saw 1 aunty bout 30++yr old in a red silky? halter dress walking here n there infront of me... tot she looking 4 something or wat but when i saw her 2times approching 'ang mo' man.. hmm.. u know wat i'm thinking.. i think she is 1 lor... cannot b wrong. she old man still... hai.. tts y kena rejected la.. think if e 'ang mos' go clubs cfm can get better 'huo se' de...)

tonite think wun b going home again liao.... will b going Hendrix with branda kelly andy they all...hmm.. sian lor.. no free drinks de... coz only above 18 can.... hope they dun check la... b4 tt me n kelly going shopping first at orchard!!!! later e guys will den meet us there... now e branda dunno going not.. (hai.. after saying so much..) said there having some competition tonite. watever.. we will still b going ba...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 3:03:00 PM.