The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: You are going through transformation, but others are holding you back.**

wa.. long time no blog liao.. pc kena virus. cant type email n attach file.. zzzz... gotta reformat everything.. n all my doc. will b all gone!!! no!!! so suay.. gotta burn them onto discs liao...

hmm.. alot to type but shall cut them short...

first. working till e end of this month n i gonna look 4 another le.. sick of tt place blah... i havent mentioned tt there was 1 nite i sort of quarrelled with e girl (e lazy ger de fren la.. from tp biz de..) told her wat i m not happy with n she told me wat she n e rest r unhappy about with me... it all started when she asked wats wrong with me n 'tt' girl... so blah blah blah... at 1 pt of time really made me no mood to work.. left like walking away.. go home. ok i admit i m always late 4 work blah.. but when she told me i go to e toilet too long. -.- wat? they time me ah? they go toilet or smoking, how long i also nv say anything.. some more i bring my hp again.. i told her i wanna use e hp also muz 'gui gui sui sui' 1 meh... den i go also not sit dwn there do wat.. read newspaper meh.. juz do wat i needa do den go liao ma... wth.... blah blah blah..
CONCLUSION: tts it! last month of working here. sick of working there le too.. hai.. but think my working attitude is not v gd also..gotta keep changing job. but at least i do wat i gotta do k... not get paid 4 nuting k...

hmm.. wat else happened to me?

last tue went k-box with kelly n branda 4 their lunch package. not bad.. had a crazy time. 1 interesting thing happened. 15 mins b4 time is up, e tv monitor suddenly cock up. after e guy restarted e system a few times.. he changed us to a bigger rm when he failed to get it to work again.. hehehe... we were like.." extend till wat time? waste some much of our time leh.." he was like..." hmm.. aiya.. anytime u wan la. but if we ask u get out u muz go la.." of coz la.. no prob man..haha.. in e end stayed till 2.45 coz i gotta go to work.. hai.. wasted... if not could have stayed longer... yup.. was late 4 work again.. =P

last mon, heard some 'LOSERS' toking bout me rite behind me n i heard it. yup, tts was wat they were trying to do anyway... were saying how badly i was dressed( ok i admit... tshirt, jeans, slippers,a tote bag... a bit aunty la...but go sch not fashion show lor. some more stay so near. once in a while sui bian wear also ok la..) WATEVER! but they have 'zhi ge' to say me meh? even if they try to dress well dun think they can make it too. worse than me. 1 hair so toot(especially from e back view). e other all comb back.. if i dunno him sure think tt he is juz another typical ah beng. but his hair style really reminds me of some thing... a 'yao guai'? or dunno wat word to use... hmm.. there was 1 show 'ren pi deng long' <-- human skin lantern? chi show... ya look like when 1 of e actor when he tranformed to a ' yao guai'.. =X

yesterday went to get my mp3 player from carrefour at $209. creative de.. they having some kind of sale 4 some of their products ma.. so tot should b cheap.. some more CREATIVE de leh..

got 1 tt has 256mb storage space, with fm radio, radio n voice recording.. not bad la.. though is bigger than e slim 1 tt i wanted to buy..( sold out some more) it uses normal AAA batt is kinda gd.. unlike e slim 1... have to charge e batt using e usb port to stick it e cpu. it takes 2 long hrs lor.. u go hol how rite? cant use. it is able to encode e songs directly from cd players or any audio thingy... ok lor.. this 1 extra lor... hmm.. was thinking getting 1 with a bigger storage but more ex... den somany songs 4 wat also.. hmm.. aiya.. this 1 can la.. happy le la.. bleah

now left 4 me to buy e samsung e600 hp. now my fren's de also siao siao le... reception damn poor.. even in an open space also no reception -.- eh.. think i drop too many time le.. =X later going to my sis place to get 1 of her fren's extra hp to use. she damn lucky wor.. found an erricson hp.. with cam some more! when will i have such luck man...

ok.. tts all 4 now.. anything else i will add on e next time.... gotta go back to my fndb lab le.. =P

Li.di.ya turned back time on 1:02:00 PM.