The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

FRI:
Taurus: Love, creativity, and beauty are all in your favor at this time.**

yeah! last day of exams liao... SLACK AH~! went ms with e ppl.. to club3...din really have e mood while i was inside.. dunno y.. too much techno? kinda long nv go club le? i was fed up.. no mood le after waiting 4 1++hrs 4 e guys? think most prob is coz of e last reason. yes.. damn cham lor.. like wth.. a few mins nv mind la.. but 1hr++ is too much of an extreme le lor.. later dunno wanna go in which club also..zzz... so inside club3 4 about ah hr den was thinking ask les 4 a midnite movie. should have agreed to go on a movie with him when he asked lor.. wrong choice man... anyway.. next time i m not going there anymore.. i still prefer my devils bar! luckily it was free entry lor...

so i took a cab dwn to fetch him from his house to go tm to c movie... wrong move again... should have went cine.... hai.. all my hp's fault lor.. reception like shit! batt flat. i even had to borrow taxi driver's hp charger...haha.. when i smsed him wan go cine c not, he did say yes.. but by e time i received his sms i was on e highway le lor..kao. den nvm.. wth.. go tm c have not... exactly wat i tot, it was closed liao... by e tm we reach tm it was about 1 le lor... den e cab fare was 20++.. ex lor! in e end also took a cab down to cine.. we siao liao la.. so damn waste $.... argh!!!!!!!!! den go all e way there dun have terminal liao..-.- den in e end watched Ladykiller... tom hanks is e main actor... e eng they use damn chim lor... was like..o man.. waste $ again... ok la.. was funny la... but e front part like dunno wat they toking about.. ok la.. but still.. quite a stupid show... den inside my eyes were like closing.. damn dry coz of e contacts.. wore it 4 more than 10hrs lor! after e show go home liao...den slack a bit b4 i went to slp at ard 7...

TODAY:
Taurus: People won't hear you when you tell them that they are wrong.**

den ard 11 auto woke up... wanted to cont with my slp de but slp till headache so 4get it. later went tm buy ros's bday present with qiao mei den headed to downtown east e chalet le.. damn sian lor... went so early... 3+ leh! den c all her sisters n frens there.. sian liao..den went play pool. $9/hr lor! ex leh! some more e place like shit! (i still prefer my mega pool at parkway....) den after e pool session not long later e bbq start le... 1 by 1 her ex-classmates came... was sitting at e table with them den wth.. like class gathering lor.. i damn extra lor.. after having beehoon.. i went home le. -.- waited so long juz to eat e beehoon.. myself leave earlier rite... din wanna bbq myself coz e sis n ppl were like standing there lor.. like..-.- 4get it.. i m not going 4 such things again... i dun wanna give them face le.. wats e use when i know tt i wun enjoy myself? i dun give a damn le! qi si ren...

KILL ME BA KILL ME!!!!! damn sian ah.... feel tt my energy has all drained up.. so tired... so restless.... so damn hungry! gonna find food le.... =P

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:12:00 PM.