The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

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God... juz came back from supper with my "neighbour" ..hehe... *BURP.. kinda having a stomach pain now.. argh...gonna prepare myself to study liao. yup.. dun think will b sleeping early tonite.. guess ard 3..4 plus.. y? COZ E WHOLE DAY I DIN STUDY AT ALL EVEN I WAS AT HOME ALL E WHILE!!! -.- was bz watching tv.. munching on stuff n downloading songs from irc... damn sickening lor.. always download halfway den will stop.. gotta request so many times to resume n complete them..argh.h..

downloaded e Jiang Nan mtv by lin jun jie. dunno y.. kinda like this song alot now.. e melody.. blah... though juz roughly know wat is it about la..love lai de la.. 'ah ga ah ga' la... found some nice dance songs on e web too. some which i heard in clubs but dunno wat tittle is it...so couldnt get their mp3.. 1 of them goes like e song "Don't want you back" ... but its e "Fuck It" ver.? goes to to his ex gf... den heng heng found another ver. sang by e ex tt goes out to him..haha.. cool~ its called "Fuck u Back" haha.. damn interesting.... 2 ver. 2nd song.: Deep Spirit-Lonely (radio edit) 3rd song: Dragostea Din Tei

hai... today nuting much happened to me la.. at home e whole day.. wat interesting things can happen to me.. was rotting in front of e pc e whole day lor... at least juz now got to get out of this stupid house.. 'tou tou qi' .... hai... wasted e whole day. fri liao.. exams will b starting in 4 days time.. havent even finish my cmaths.. damn complicating lor..-.- was thinking about wat ros told me e other day..kinda true with wat she said ,.. n i kinda agree with u..(eh.. dun think u will get to c this..) ya.. i kinda agree with her.. its so damn hard to find some1 tt u can "click" so well....enjoyed every single moment with him...but guess it will nv b e same again..it will b difficult to change this whole 'thing' liao though i really wanna do something about it.. but this 'thing' has become haywire le... weird liao.vvv weird feeling le..on and off.. like wats wrong with us.. wats wrong with me! think we both r trying to make each other clear about this whole thing... gd in a way... dun think so much..or give false hope... but it seems tt i m not able to stop it. unlike "tt person". so i dun even wanna c him at ros bday bbq even when she ask me to invite.... it is sure difficult to stay as fren with .. u know...

got this from this month's CLEO mag:

"A more interesting fact is tt e breakup of a relationship seems to do a lot more damage to e woman's mental health than to e man's. When a relationship is wrecked by conflict n mistrust, a woman tends to dwell on e issues n tires herself out mentally n emotionally."

"A woman may also take more time to fully recover from a bad relationship, while men r biologically tuned to moving on to their next partner as a natural means of propagating their genes. In doing so, they r indirectly protected as their minds dont take such an emotional beating."

now.... how true is tt....
o well... back to my studies now..

Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:58:00 AM.