The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Defy established authority. Make your own rules. Be a rebel.**

so late le n i m still online chatting away with my classmate.. gotta wake up 4 work later too.. zzzz...


i dunno whether i should b feeling angry or wat.. but its kind gd 4 us to tok things out.. though not much.. though i have more things to say n ask.. but think he roughly know wat i think about this whole thing. asked him if he thinks tt i m a spare tyre or wat. guess he is still puzzled y i think tt way... but told him i find it weird with this on n off thingy.. with him coming back to me every now n den... think u would feel exactly e same as me. e things he say.. e way he toks... think he is juz too gd with words liao.. know how to sweet tok. but dun think tts gonna change my mind liao.. though some part of me wanna go back... but i seriously hate those who sweet tok with me.. so jia.. i juz think tt he lacks e company of a girl(or gf) at e moment.. tts y. i wanna ask him y de decided to break after those 3days.. but i couldnt do it. now think of it. mayb there isnt any need le.. no pt.. i have lost my trust in him. he could have given any stupid excuses anyway. he juz wanna 'pain' a xiao mei mei like me.. NO WAY MAN! prob coz of e age gap...

hmm... but i m juz curious anyway.. c wat kind of STUPID excuse he would give.. i shall ask him since he is still online..

so..ok.. he din know wat i wanted. i din know wat i wanted too. guess i m too complicated. too complex 4 ppl to understand. watever!

nuff nuff...

yesterday was a damn sian day... hope today will b a better 1.. gotta plan 4 programs after my work man...go window shopping alone at far east also not a bad idea. hmm.. really gotta stop buying clothes man... =P bleah!

mayb will b joining ai ling to work at e small ktv pub with her..$7/hr leh.. not bad la..a few hrs only la.. free free also can sing ktv there or play pool...haha... i will juz try out a few days first den c how...

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