The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Relationships take an obsessive turn. Don't lose your self-control.**

went sentosa with e same gang again.. this time juz e 4 of us.. it could have more fun if we had more company.. a beach ball.. n if e weather wasnt tt bad. no sun 4 us to sun tan lor! nvm.. better than staying at home ba.. still... played a little bit of 'soccer' with e ball we borrowed from a group of ppl.. run a bit tired liao. really long time since i last exercised man..din do much actually.. but nvm la.. relac relac lor.. after tt went to habour front walk walk a bit..look 4 volley ball.. den dinner..

after tt we headed to orchard le.. again.. 4 wat? pool lor..-.-cine de.. not bad la.. like e place myself.. coz they actually play songs..(techno songs.. only once kena chi.. chi also not bad ah.. kinda prefer tt) den not so sian also ma.. wa.. if we keep doing this, gonna get broke soon man. sg also not much things to do... think ktv n pool places r earning big bucks man.. coz think these r e places tt alot of ppl r visiting nowadays...

den home sweet home le.. when we got out of cine den realised it was raining.. think tonight slp sure shiok!



THURS:
Taurus: You may not feel up to the job. Trust that you are indeed qualified.**


went shopping with kelly at orchard.. was suppose to hunt for my bag but in e end still bought clothes..-.- but overall was fun.. saw 'a suit' kinda clothes.. pants de.. damn nice lor.. style man.. but its ard $60.. but i cant spend too much le coz not working =( nvm.. juz go drop by n try it e next time i m in town. decided to get e esprit bag again... after kelly n ros said its nice n my sis n aunt think otherwise.. hmm o well i m buying ok! ya.. went scotts isetan to interview. hope tt i will get picked. kinda like e environment.. but e thing is tt 4 pt-mers max working days /wk is only 4. den think 6 hrs/day..-.- think cant earn much lor..hai..den at nite some1 juz spoilt my day juz like tt. met an idiotic guy..watched Manchurian Candidate with him.. damn piss me off man.. give me attitude.. but sorry.. i m not those we will get affected easily lor.. by wat u say n wat u think i should do. i do watever i want k! i live my own life! i was so damn no mood le after e show..so i decided to go home straight. after tt sms-me ask if i would like to keep contact.. i was liike.. dun think so.. u spoilt my day man. later replied me with something like: "think u r e kinda girl i would fall for". i din reply. i was thinking to myself...: wth i care about tt.. i m not interested in u man... bored me only..n turn me off man. so in e end had to take cab home.. waste my money only.. damn u u stupid guy. din have much cash with me.. so paid e driver with my $13 in my wallet... short of less than $2. n he was like nvm girl.. so late liao.. n he insisted on dropping me under my blk. so nice of him..=)


ya.. e movie at e begining was kinda boring lor.. couldnt catch wat they were saying.. a bit chim.. was cursing tt guy man 4 making me c tt movie( ya i was kinda pissed off tt when we met he juz wanna go c movie lor..-.- i was thinking juz sit dwn n chit chat la.. siao 1.. waste my time) .. but e later part became a bit interesting/exciting liao.. ok la.. e show.. so so only..


WED:
so.. kena SACKED today. coz i din go to work. couldnt wake up. den was liek hack! told her i cant make it even later in e afternoon coz i was gonna have dinner with my aunt n sis. ok la.. mayb my working attitude is like shit la...but their ppl also cock up de la... say i off den wat again.. nvm la.. din wanna cont le too.. damn stupid lor.. do tt kind of job.. learn nuting de..not much interactions with customer too, cant improce communications skills..(haha.. mayb i think too much la..but i think e past few jobs i did r better lor..)zzzz... i shall look 4 another 1 den.. den ya.. at last gotta eat my Cartel! hai.. gotta try to spend less le since i not working now...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:44:00 PM.