The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: You can be sympathetic to others; just don't take on their pain.**


zzzz...-.- juz woke up from my slp...though i had about 7hrs of slp.. it felt as if it was juz a short nap.. still damn tired.think coz of those sms tt have disturbed my beauty slp.. argh! still thinking whether to meet my fren not.. long time nv c her n chit chat le.. really wanna catch up with her.. tok about sch n stuffs like tt. but damn lazy to travel far.. dun mind if she comes to tamp..hehe..


had a long day yesterday man.. here's wat i did.

FRI:Taurus: Let your guard down. You'll gain instead of lose. Trust others.**


yup.. it was juz another boring day at work today. hmm.. but it become more interesting after tt.. hehe.. so suprised tt my sis was actually so 'wu xim' to call me when she was at orchard. she knew i was working there coz i bumped into her at taka e other time when i was buying dinner.. so qiao eh.. met up with her n lennon n another girl to get myself a pair of new flip flops.( i need some suggestions ok..) at last! damn sick of my this old 1.. so 'lan' liao... juz bought a simple 1.. den walk ard far east.. den to heeren to collect my top there.. all thanks to my helpful "neighbour" MOSEY! haha.. helping me to print e online $10off voucher n passing it to me after his sch. thanks alot man! (though he printed it wrongly)felt kinda relieved when e lady agreed to take it. heng ah.. if not i dunno how many times i muz go dwn to e shop to collect my stuff...


den later.. my sis n frens wanted to go cineleisure de cartel or wat to have a drink...but so sad tt i couldnt join them coz i already meeting my fren le.. =( tot of not meeting my fren de but since he is at orchard le so.. hai.. too bad. they r really a fun bunch of man..especially e lennon..(dunno y.. yesterday when i call her name always call my classmate de name de.. leonard..haha.. sounds almost e same ma..) so cute.. haha.. n everytime when i c her she nv fails to say: "y u shorter now ah?" haha.. though tt is not a compliment la... >=( ..still cute la! sometimes even 'butches' r so irresistible..wahaha.. =X


yup.. so met my fren.. he suggested to go to Acid Bar or wat to chll out but on our way there... we passed by Rouge. n those guys there were like: "come in come in.. free entry today" so we were like.. ok.. anything.. since both of us have not been in there b4. like e atmosphere in there.. cosy n stuff. seriously a nice place to chill out. this is my first time there but definately not e last. love it. e waitress who served ask was like 'kou chi' haha.. seemed to b nervous or wat.. haha.. as if she juz started this job not long. we were like there cooling her dwn. so left tt "pub-like" area we were sitting at n explored e other side of e place. like e service there. was carrying all my 'barang barang' n feeling a bit 'paiseh' then found out they actually have a counter to leave ur stuff there. not bad eh... yup.. think there is a small dance floor there..(couldnt quite figure out coz it was totally empty.. but tt should b it la huh..mayb its still too early..hmm..) not long later left e place n headed to Devils Bar coz his frens were there.. i was like so reluctant to go coz i wore till so 'sui bian' cfm kena check de ma..(those polo-t material but its a halter with collar..so a bit e better la huh..) but it seemed tt he wanted to go there so much so anything lor. anyway.. i was wrong about e checking of id part.


we were Q-ing there n started to panic. thinking of wat to say when they ask 4 my id. wat ic no. i should say to them if they were to ask. but when it was our turn to get in, e bouncer was like: "ok.. next is a...COUPLE." haha.. was like hmm... think most prob they dun really go check a couple's id.. moreover my fren was like wearing kinda nice.. long sleeve shirt.. looked like an executive or something... so guess it did help a little too. =D den when we were like gonna pay 4 e entrance fee at e counter he saw his pri sch classmate.. so.. it was FREE! ok it felt kinda weird clubbing n dancing with some1 u hardly know, n i also prefer it to b in a bigger group. so i was like tt.. hmm.. "wat should i do" blah... like a block of wood there. din really enjoy myself though e DJ was like playing some of e songs i like..shortly after i got in they were playing "Left Out Side Alone" liao.. den "Fuck It".. den "SUPERSTAR"! i was like WOOHOO~! but... hmm... =( sorry if i had spoilt his nite.


so bout 1 hr later we left e place (again... ok.. kinda stupid... luckily it was free..hehe..) den walked to cineleisure to join les n his colleague 4 a movie..(1 of them still not bad looking eh..decent looking type again.. haha..but 4got e name... they 2 r a nice bunch too) c e 2046. ya.. b4 tt when we were leaving e pool place upstairs(which is opp a kbox) after their pool session. we saw 93.3fm de zhou cong qing.. same toot toot hair style i last saw him at tp.. YUCKS! ok.. back to e movie part.(o ya.. my fren actually went bavck to DB to accompany his frens..or ex-gf.. damn troublesome rite.. hai.. a bit guilty leh..) it was kind of a boring show lor! think worse than e Ladykiller.-.-zzzz... e story was something about love..wat most women r searching 4: eternal love or something like tt. wanting to have e man they love all to themselves. well i dun think they r being selfish here... who wants to share e man they love with other woman? hai... e show a bit e stupid lor.. tot it would b something like "infernal affairs" but no. seriously dunno wats e storyline is.. hai.. all u c is e life of a playboy(played by tony leong) blah.. dunno wat shit la! les's frens even fell aslp. every1 in e cinema felt e same way too. hai.. waste $ again... hai.. but dunno y.. actually cried... 0.0 a little. gotta admit tt some parts of e show did touch my heart.. how far some women could go to do things 4 e man they love wholeheartedly..to test his love 4 her..to keep him by her side..to get tt sense of security from him. totally no limit..pei fu pei fu..but when u know its time to give up.. its time to give up. some jerks juz dun deserve it. well.. mayb they have their own probs.. but still... they shouldnt give false hope,as if there still r chances.of him going back to her. hmm.. mayb not so bad afterall la..mayb its juz a bit draggy la... not as gd as wat we all expected.. a bit e more 'yi shu pian' ba.. chim chim de... chim chim also gd la.. let us do a bit of thinking...


quote from e movie: " Memories are just traces of tears" ... something like tt la...


know wat ppl from e past do when they have a secret? they would climb a mountain. go to a tree. dig a hole n wisper e secret into e hole n later cover it with mud. <---yup got tt from e movie as well. dun get tt part when they say when e ppl travel to 2046. they get to re-live e past, e memories, n nuting changes there. y nuting changes? hmm... n none of them actually leave tt place after going there. is it tt gd? like "heaven"? if this is 4 real.. i would like to check out tt place..haha..


there was this part when they said e robots on tt train to 2046 de reaction will become a bit 'chi dun' after some time... react(eg. cry) only 1hr later or even 1day. n i was thinking... m i like tt too? n y do we sometimes ask a question n nv get an ans? is it too scared/shy to ans it? trying to run away from it? dunno how to react? or wat? 4got wat they say inside e movie le... movies sometimes really teach us some things in life....


after movie me n my fren juz left for 7-11 to grab something to eat w/o them.. sat dwn awhile.. chit chat. know a bit more about him n his love life blah.. even at Rouge, e impression tt he gave me is tt he is man man who has a goal in life. know wat he is doing, wat he wants n wat to do to achieve them. has a really mature way of thinking. n it is something different to c some1 at e age of 22 is ready to settle dwn liao. can c tt he wanna b successful in life, a carrer n a family of his own . i m sure he is able to do it judging from his determination. hai...i m totally different. i m juz like a living zombie.. walking ard aimlessly in life. bleah. even though i din have much comments while he was toking away.. at least i lend a listening ear..


overall, really enjoyed myself...2 clubs in a nite... nv kena check.. hehe...woohoo~ luckily i m off today...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 5:48:00 PM.