The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Your creative ability is at a peak. Create your next masterpiece.** <-- yeah.. how i wish i can do something else besides STUDYING!


v funny thing happened to me juz now when i went eastpoint NTUC.. haha..


bought some food stuff n my hair conditioner 4 my frizzy hair... was Q-ing at e cashier... den when i gave e ntuc union card e woman told me short of 35cents to collect points. was still thinking should 4 get it not? not my card anyway...den suddenly a voice came from behind ..."yao shuan wo de ma?"(wanna include mine?) den turn ard.. woohoo~ a cute guy... (his tone, chi also a bit cute de..) well.. not tt every1 will think he is cute coz he is not like those.. beach boys,baby kind of cute.. but he is quite cute to me le... hehe think he ard 20 le.. mature looking decent looking.. a bit e type i like.. lol...actually notice a guy behind me le.. tot of checking whether its a cute 1 or wat but was thinking.... aiya... bz body 4 wat.. hack care la. din know.. hehe... he ok lor.. kinda alrite or skinny type.. but not till so 'er xin' lor... a bit tan? (couldnt c properly coz din wear my contacts) den.. wa.. =D~ den with specs, wearing a black t-shirt.. looked as if its like police or dunno wat t-shirt.. or mayb juz normal de.. din go n c also.. but reminds me of ncc de... haha.. was thinking.. wa... macho liao.. really have a thing 4 NS guys or wat..dunno y.. i siao le.. y din he ask 4 my no. ? lol... nuff! was like standing there 4 bout 1 min coz v messy.. he paid by nets den i paid by cash. think e woman also luan liao.. i was like.. "wa.. damn messy ah..", "thanks", "thanks"... n he juz smile smile smile.. quite sweet la.. haha.. think of it also makes me smile.. hah.. omg..


ok.. din study much again today though i made myself stay at home again.. argh... do pc stuff again...


dunno y... now i m in [P-A-R-T-Y MOOD]! woohoo~


think i listen to too much of dance songs liao.. stayed up late last nite supposed to study but was online exchanging songs with my fren n toking..-.- den after tt went str8 to bed. found more nice songs yesterday... 1. Anastasia- left outside alone(radio edit) 2.la luna(dance) 3.sometimes when we touch(remix).. blah blah blah... really cant wait 4 exams to b over! think after my paper gonna 'jie fang' liao.. hmm.. mayb i shouldnt take things too seriously at times.. gotta relac man.. enjoy life! .. but yes.. i will still have my own pride la.. gonna try doing things tt i din dared to... things tt i have always wanted to do... blah... u r gonna c a new me! wahaha... i think.. =X

ok.. here's a funny thing tt happened to me quite some time ago liao..

guy: u v ai mei hor..? (or zhi lian)
me: ok la.. juz nuting to do play with cam ma..
den later dunno wat he said..
guy: u not confident of urself meh?
me: u say i zhi lian ma... how can i have no confidence..

haha... i tot tt it was v well said.. i mean, i was making sense ma..den dunno he tok wat shit.. but ok.. mayb its not funny la.. bleah!


ok.. tomolo gonna c resident evil with lynn.. dunno dan n ivan going not.. hmm.. damn tempted to go club 3 with them tomolo.. hmm.. shall c how..OK! study time.. hmm..o.0 or mayb not.. bleah...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:21:00 PM.