The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Advice from siblings will end up being handier than you think.**


woohoo~ yesterday hol.. double pay! hai.. worked from 1-8 only..(think they wanna save some $ man..nvm.. better than nuting...) so din take my break so tt i could go off ealry to catch e movie "Shutter" which e last time slot for today(or yesterday...) was 7.10pm. was late 4 e show again so missed a bit of e front part.. argh.. e girl again la.. went dwn stairs isetan our promotion there.. idiotic man. ok la.. my fren was about 3-5mins late too.. Cleveland <-- (kinda unique name huh.. at first tot he was crazy bout a thing called 'cleveland' or wat.. coz seemed as if like fairy land or wat.. __land kind of thing..) damn funny man 1 part when e toilet wasnt a female ghost but an 'ah gua' ..haha.. laugh till peng even after we left e cinema. coz he is a hairstylist. so e other day he was like toking about male hair stylists being gay...sissy.. so.. ya.. haha.. funny la. after tt went to eat again(seriously wanna vomit man) ate 'fan choy' n a big glass of soya bean milk.. tt 1 u drink too much really can vomit man.. den ok.. dunno wat to do le.. so went home. b4 tt heng heng saw weli working at e body shop. hmm.. so chat a little.. kinda like her new hairstlye.. short n sweet!


but actually later went to meet sam 4 a drink at 201(omg.. again..ok i ate 'cheng teng' till wanna vomit also..) den chat chat abit.. blah.. till bout 12 plus den here i m.. online to blog. ya.. damn sweet thing he did was to get me an Anna Sui's OHH LA LOVE perfume.. dunno watever 4 but.. hm.. ok..juz treat it as an early christmas present. hai..at first said he wanna pass me something i was like thinking wat could it b.. hmm...


n i got my stretchable black pants at last! say bye bye to my fren's big n baggy pants le.. haha.. quite happy with my purchase.. $36 bucks but ok la 4 a bottom... i seriously hate to get pants or jeans man.. it seems diff to get 1 tt has e rite cutting tt is juz rite 4 u n 1 tt u would really like..


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Taurus: Let your dreams come from your own imagination - not someone else's.**


was off.. wanted to ask kelly n e rest to go kbox but afternoon she cannot.. so was thinking e student package is e cheapest le lor.. evening de damn ex.. so in e end went to tamp de with Cleveland. ok.. a bit funny.. meet some1 e first time go sing k le.. mayb tt explains y tt was 1 of e worst times i sing so badly..i DUN sing well.. but really tt day sing till v 'xing ku' lor.. felt as if there was something at my throat.. den it was all dry... mayb din drink enuff fluids 4 e past few days..or juz too 'paiseh' la.. he sang damn well lor! kao! (*open mouth man..) in e end we juz paid 10 bucks each lor.. like damn cheap lor! dunno how they calculate de .. den they wrote wrong rm no. too.. but watever! hehe.. juz dun come n give us another bill later will do. den was damn funny.. went to e toilet.. den when i was walking back i was like shit! 4got to check e rm no.! like wth..n e place damn 'fu za' lor.. hai.. was hoping tt 1 of e staff dun c me walking here n there man... pai seh ah. ya.. e waiter there not bad.. cute.. haha.. but dun think i will b going back there.. dunno y.. while we were singing there was like echo lor.. mayb we din set e thing rite la but.. hmm.. c la..


later was dinner at bk den went to make my flip flops..(din know it cost so much like 5bucks to get e sole done. n really dunno how 'chor lor' i walked while i was at bali till 1 side of it came off. kinda brand new 1 some more..-.-) den went 4 pool.. ok la.. place damn 'lan' so played 2 games n off we go.. e girl there also have attitude prob.. aiya.. dun wanna say le la.. went 'ya kun' eat again.. actually went there 4 kopi de but mouth itchy so bought e kaya toast too. hmm.. dunno y.. din enjoy it much as b4.. coz i think e last time i ate e kaya was like v smooth n melts in ur mouth like e butter.. mayb they din do it properly ba. ok.. eat till wanna vomit also.. hai..


din know wat else to do also lor.. so ya.. went home.. hmm.. not bad ah.. he likes to eat n shopping too. haha..have another khaki le.. said wanna shop together once we get our pay but like difficult lor.. dunno when will we get e same off day again...watever! enuff of me spending $ le..hai... 1 thing bad bout him is tt sometimes tok to him no reply de.. or his reply damn slow de.. i hate it when ppl does tt lor.. ignoring me.. hump!

Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:59:00 AM.