The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Enjoy a large breakfast before you even think about anything else.**

woke up late today.. seriously i din remember hearing e alarm of my hp go off.. had only 45mins to prepare myself to get out of e house man..in e end still late la.. luckily my work started at 1 today...posted to tm today to work. not bad.. better than yesterday.. get to sit.nope.. din wear heels today.. learnt my lesson liao.. but seriously abit boring lor when there r no customers. stare stare till my eyes tired le.. almost fell aslp with my eyes opened..0.0 den heng heng saw my cousin there.. haha.. so sweet.. he was looking 4 his gf.. nv c her b4 so i asked him to bring her to me when he have found her but he din.. argh.. my aunt say she is pretty.. woohoo~ damn curious man..my cousin also not bad looking de hor.. den served another cute girl today..(ya.. every1 is cute la..haha).. a bit e chio type..den blur blur face.. though was dressed kinda casual but still 'style' enuff (like topshop kind of girl) den was looking 4 something to wear to her bro's wedding..toked a bit.. joke a bit.. gave her suggestions..(hope she agreed with me too..n is happy with her purchase).. bought something 4 her 'elegant' fren's 21st bday too. cool~ spent a total more than 30mins doing tt ba.. at least did buy something..but anyway.. i had fun too.. was bored anyway..

so tomolo working with e same girl again.. not bad...hope my sales will b better tomolo if not later surely kena fired.=X bleah... den saw a top at pepper plus..not bad.. woo.. tomolo gonna go try it. n damn tempted to buy e ear rings there man..look damn pretty man.. ah.. no i cannot!! o ya.. we get to wear e ear rings there while working.. hehe.. nice nice.

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Taurus: Schedule events considering other people's plans, not just your own.**

was a damn tiring day man. stood e whole day n i was wearing heels lor...OUCH! at e shop saw alot of 'tai tais' lor.. din have much sales also.. damn bad man. den later at nite there was a cute..sweet girl.. she came back another time n got a brooch. when she was gonna make e payment.. another girl asked her to buy another item so tt she can get e 3rd item free. o when she started to look at e earings again.. i jokingly said: "she is more experienced la tts y can persuade u to buy." den she was like. " i may not buy leh.." den tok a bit.. joke a bit.. den she commented on e earing i was wearing, saying it looked gd on me. den din c e baby blue 1 until e later part. so when she said blue is nicer than e white n pink we saw.. i told her i could take out den let her try.. she was liek..eee... haha.. den told her of coz i would clean it b4 letting her try it on la.. funny man.. cute la she.. so in e end she bought e white 1 so tt she could match with her pink dress or tops.. n another earing. she is also into those dangling ones.. same as me! den 1 part think she said "not a bad sales person ah u.." something like tt or wat la.. coz i manged to get her to buy another item rather than juz e brooch. den i told her: "ni shi wo jing tian jui chen gong de lor." (meaning e most successful de customer i managed to persuade to buy more stuff..? think chi la..) den she was like: "really' ... its true lor.. den i told her it was my first day of work so.. ya.. not used to it.. blah la..den 4 both breaks went with e other new girl. at first tot not bad but later so so la.. a bit ah lian la. den.. her sales did better than me lor.. den tok to those girls there.. i like extra la.. den 1 thing i can say about is tt she smoke damn fast lor. n i really mean FAST. u c le think u will also think wat e hell is she really smoking man.. -.-...

den damn sickening.. batt flat again.. argh.. so lent her hp awhile 4 my sim card. next time gonna carry e spare batt man.. so while doing tt outside orchard mrt.. heng heng saw xiu xia n liqin. haha.. said next time chiong together.. well i will c how when e time comes.. so later met dan n ivan go chinablack with his frens. n i gotta go in! woohoo~! was thinking since i at orchard juz go try to get in lor.. cannot e most go home lor. but heng ah. den heng heng saw pei yuan! my classmate!.. while Q-ing up. so sweet of him to actually say hi to me.. coz not close to him also.. like nv tok de lor.. din know he is such a chiongster.. wahaha.. saw him at e dance floor too.. hehe.. damn shiok la e songs.. said to say its a bit better than devils bar. coz most of e songs 'ting de dong' de lor... tt time they kept saying they play rnb songs.. tot all e way.. but actually alot of pop too lor.. black eye peas..linkin park..kylie..even jet-r u gonna b my girl also have wor! haha.. damn shiok ah! MUSIC IS MY LIFE MAN! though cant dance well.. but..=P damn crowded lor.. v few actually take e trouble to dress up coz of halloween ma.. saw i 'micheal jackson' guy.. 1 of e gd looking ppl.. danced damn well man.. bravo! so left tt place about 3plus when e rest gonna go far east find their fren awhile.. damn cham lor.. when i on my hp so many ppl sms me.. argh.. les too.. hai.. mayb we could have went 4 a midnite movie ah.. hai...i wanna c my "B4 sunset".. c e ratings like damn gd.. a bit of e romance de also la.. yup.. my feet was aching so damn badly lor. when i was looking at my feet my veins were like poping out le lor..kao! OUCH! den took e nite rider to 201.. den was dragging myself home man. was so desperate to take off my heels till i was thinking could i actually walk home bare footed? hmm.. nah.. disgusting...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:34:00 AM.