The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Family members will help ease the pain of recent stress and turmoil.** <-- H.E.L.P!

I WANNA CRY MAN! ='( waaa.....

IM SICK OF WORKING!!! CAN'T WAIT 4 SCH TO REOPEN! 2 MORE WKS! (siao liao..ya.. later sch reopens n i cant wait 4 hol le..-.-)

becoz of work i seriously have no life. NO LIFE! work all day. 6days a wk.all i do is wake up..go to work.. slp..wake up.. go to work.. blah blah BLAH! ok.. sometimes do go out... go kopi with frens.. but wat else can u do after all e shops r close. cant go shopping lor.. go play pool only..bleah!

i miss my tv. i miss my music. i miss my 93.3fm. i miss my ktv. I MISS MY CAREFREE/SLACKING DAYS! alrite.. kinda slack at work too but it is B.O.R.E.D there lor. totally different when u slack at home man. mayb not so bad coz i get paid too. but.. really..BTH!

when is my next off day? when can i go sun tan? when can i go shopping? when can i go ktv? when can i go eat my suki sushi? when can i go c my "Saw"? hai.. i need to know my schedule to plan my stuffs in advance lor! brainless pigs... pt so wat? no respect man..

really in a bad mood now. coz of work.. hai. stood e whole day at isetan... damn tired lor! suppose to work upstairs but dunno y e stupid "boss's daughter" said she is suppose to go up instead. damn it.. should have gotten her to call e office to check. was thinking nvm coz i din wanna stay upstairs fight with e girl 4 commision. tiring too also.. nvm.. at least had e 2girls from 'Kawaii' to tok. hai.. went to break with weli today. went to esprit too. n found out tt my classmate who supposedly reserved a bag 4 me to get her fren to help me get it at staff price.. a discount of 50%. n wat did e fren say..."all displayed outside... is e ppl display de.." something like tt.. wah lau.. how to get them to do things man.. like wat e hell.. wat was i waiting 4? now e bag is at 50% off le lor. IDIOTS! still thinking whether to get it not.. really wan a sling bag. but i scared of wasting my $. later buy le dun carry also wasted.. like my op bag.. hai..those useless stuffs r really taking up space man. collecting dust. still thinking of how i would get rid of them. put up 4 auctionn on ebay? wonder who would wan my stuffs...have been spending alot 4 e past few days.. weeks... i will think about it tomolo again when i go to work. ya.. 2 days ago while i was working at parkway bought a sort of a "dress" from esprit. got it after 50% discount rather than e 30% they were having.. thanks to cai er. really nice.. e kind i was looking 4.. its 1side off shoulder...long sleeve.. n e skirt is connected to e top.. get wat i mean? like a mini skirt?(or watever length u wan coz u can pull it dwn la..) nice lor.. ok la.. wear it with a pair of heels. a bit 4 e clubbing type la.. blah.. really enuff or spending man.. i wanna get a handbag with a short handle which u can carry on ur shoulder type to go along with it too.. saw 1 nice 1 at op.. juz e rite size. but not e material. it is a bit more of a casual kind... with jeans its alrite.. but if a bit formal.. leather type would b much better.. =( wasted

n ya.. i have a feeling tt my phone bill 4 this month will b more ex... =X opps...

4 e past few days i have been trying to think wat day was it... thurs? wed? really confused. dunno y.. cant seem to get e time of e wk rite.

christmas coming again liao.. hai.. gonna say bye bye to yr 2004..hai.. yi tian yi tian de lau qu...next time become an ugly old ah ma le.. =(

Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:18:00 AM.