The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Watch out for excess in everything - especially rants about others.**

in sch having UIR(using e internet as a research tool) in e lab now. sian. juz came to sch 4 this coz i woke up late n was kinda late 4 e 2nd lec as well. so.. hai.. watched my Bourne Identity vcd b4 i left e house. dunno y e hell we have to LEARN how to use e search engines. -.- ok.. partly my fault to choose this as my CDS, but this does not include exams, ez to pass n get e pts. but damn boring. unlucky me, no more place 4 e ones i looking 4 in design sch.. so o well..'sui bian'.

o.. today e "bartender" din come 4 UIR. hai.. n e teacher wants us to b in a group of 4 for our assignment. hmm.. was thinking could we get him into ours since there r only 3 of us.. asked her a little juz now but she din give us an ans. mayb me n kelly giggled too much so she ignored us.. pai seh ma...haha... think e row of girls on our left were thinking wth we were doing.. hmm.. mayb after e class we tok to her in private? o.O haha.. aiya.. juz wanna get to know him a bit better ma.. hehe.. same lec hall anyway. nice to know more new frens.

hmm.. dunno wat i m gonna do after sch.. sian to go back home. but think i should juz stay at home n go thru my notes n arrange them properly. messy messy.

tomolo no sch! juz a Cmaths lec but think i give tt a miss. gotta plan programmes 4 tomolo. go ktv? shop 4 gifts? go chiong? tonite gonna find khakis le. mayb going Devil's Bar with ai ling. or c pei yuan wanna go Chinablack not. hmm..




MON:
Taurus: Information is hidden from you now. You don't have all the facts.**

nuting much to say about sch today. missed e DCNK lec again. n my OOPG (java programing) SUCKS! i dunno how e hell i m gonna stay on to this course 4 another 2+half yrs. hai..

during e 1hr break went to e market opp tp. they have real cheap vcds n dvds 4 rent. but too bad i din manage to get e titles i was looking 4. ALL actually. so after sch went Eastpoint to return e 2 i rented e other day. n rented another vcd. The Terminal. not a bad show... but really find e guy poor thing. cant imagine how e Real person is, to stay at an airport for 16yrs? or more? sad case.

so after tt went to sam's house after getting (alot of) food stuff from e 'pasar malam' at 201. i think if we continue to do this.. we gonna put on weight n our pocket will 'puo yi ge da dong'. mg.. we watched tt, a bit of SCV n soon was already 12. b4 i left actually saw some of e things his ex-gf gave him. damn creative, v cute. yup.. she is cute too.. think e things tt she wrote is v interesting.. roughly get a bit of e idea though i din read everything. not so nice to invade other's privacy rite? after tt he juz walked me home.. =) n blah.... =P




SUN:
Taurus: If you can't accept the truth about someone, leave the relationship.**

today another "movie marathon" with sam. rented Wishing Stairs, Mona Lisa's Smile n Bourne Identity. watched Wishing Stairs first. think it isnt as gd as watching it in e cinema coz of e sound effects n e big screen blah.. but overall alrite la. felt kinda sad 4 e dead girl. there were some parts where she kept saying: "all i need is u." n e other girl juz kept running away. ok la.. ghost is scary la.. but she was damn evil too, doing stuffs to her. mayb too much of jealousy.. hmm... was all ready to watch Shrek on tv but it was showing Big Mama's House instead. O.O i was v sure it was suppose to b on tt nite. hmm.. den Star Awards on channel 8. poor Jasslyn Tay think tripped on her dress while walking e "red carpet". nvm.. it still like her! =) when she went up to get e award she said something like: "e impt thing is getting up after a fall, n not e fall itself." BRAVO! next was Mona Lisa's Smile. quite interesting but too draggy. wanted to watch Bourne Identity but guess every1 was kinda tired already.. it was ard 12.30 already.. so he left after tt.

o ya.. bought a lot of tidbits 4 this thingy. big packet of twisties, caramel popcorn, ice cream(in e end din mange to eat tt) n green tea. was kinda full after tt. moreover my aunt boiled tomato+egg soup. however.. i still ordered pizza hut 4 dinner. e Wishing star pizza? nuting fantastic about it, rather have e normal pizza in e supreme range. after tt another aunt actually brought cooked food back from cousin's house. c-ing tt our pizza havent arrived yet, offered a little of rice n dishes to him. ok.. i seemed crazy or wat.. stuffing him with food but trying to take gd care of my guest ok.. hehe.. ok la.. told him tt he din have to finish everything anyway. but he still did. mayb pai seh la.. my fault. later put on weight le...my fault. =( hmm.. did i frighten him? O.O wahahaha......

yup. gonna catch e DOUBLE OCEAN'S MOVIE MARATHON! its on this sat! =D used his debit card to book it online. cant wait! hehe... not sure i will b going to dan's bd party b4 tt.. still thinking hmm... Lynn will b going only if i go too. hai.. juz scared tt i will get bored there coz mostly will b his group of frens. i m not so "sociable" ma... hai.. mayb la mayb.

Li.di.ya turned back time on 3:16:00 PM.