The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: You've reached a climax with regard to love. Now take a new approach.**

shag. din have my beauty slp last nite until this morning. this is so damn bad 4 my skin. but i din regret going out till tt late.. hehe... ;) suppose to c Before sunrise vcd at my place but i decided to push it to tomolo. channel5 gonna have Shrek too.. so.. can have another "movie marathon"!

GV will b having a Ocean's 11 and 12 movie marathon! + free flow of popcorns n coke for $20. thinking whether to go 4 it or rent.. $4 only.. hmm...c how.. if i can find e vcd tomolo mayb rent it together with Before sunrise.




FRI:
Taurus: The fight has begun. Don't pull away. Stand your ground with strength.**

yesterday went 4 a movie marathon! hehe... watched Without a paddle n National Treasure with sam at cine. din really wanna watch 2 shows coz really broke now..( though most of e stuffs not i pay de..still.. waste so much $ on movies 4 wat..)

alrite. went NYDC 4 "dinner" b4 e show at 9plus. had their cakes with ice cream. hmm... not tt gd as wat i had expected. but alrite.. now so sick of eating.. same food everyday. western food from diff restaurants seems e same to me. BLEAH. n so 'qiao'.. think i saw 1 of e guys in e frenster. remember how he looks like coz he kinda have a "tweety" face? ha.. watever.

so after e movie walked ard.. n guess who i saw.. leslie. haha. with his fren. din went up to say hi anyway.. was thinking watever 4.. but mayb i should have huh? nvm. over liao.. den later went up to play pool. actually was thinking whether to go Mad Monks not since li qin 'nan de called me.. nv been to e so called "lesbian club" anyway..tot go c c.. but after e pool sms-ed her she said she left le.. so o well.. no need 4 me to go dwn there le. so while walking out of cine.. walking aimlessly... din know where else to go, wat else to do, sam suggested another movie! either National Treasure or Blade. but 4 e Blade i havent watched e first few 1s so... chose e other instead. but after we had bought e tix we realised e k-box at lvl 8 opens till 5. we were like damn it! should have went 4 tt.. 2-5 de package. but too bad! was thinking not bad ma.. till 5.. den can wait 4 e morning bus le... so at e time was only 1 plus lo..finding stuffs to do.. walk up n dwn n escalator. u seriously cant imagine how many times we had done tt. i have lost count myself too. so.. no pool again pls.. went to play arcade den. some snacks at subway. bought myself a small bottle of renu eye drops from 7-11 coz my contacts were getting dry n irritating.. mayb i should really get a pair of glasses with nice frames 4 wearing out. but 1 prob: money pls.... I NEED A PT JOB!!!

e movie wasnt tt bad after all.. mayb coz it was kinda exciting at e last part. e front part mayb coz of all e toking, almost made my eyes close. ya la.. we were sitting Couple seats. woohoo~ but.. haha damn comfortable la.. like sofa like tt.. hmm..

so after tt home sweet home le.. took 65... slept on his shoulders. woo.. SWEET! lol



alrite.. 4 sch today did nuting much.. b.o.r.i.n.g. maths lec. 1 hr lunch break. NMM tut. ya got e project 4 NMM le. due on wk 14. panic panic. i juz think there it is not enuff time. gotta start doing research soon. needa do tt.. den reports.. hai. i hate reports. type type type. find pics to scan on e topics i choose. blah.. cant get it from net.. coz.."it has been compressed, edited. gotta start from SCRATCH". bleah. stress stress. hmm.. kinda nice to have a pretty teacher. haha. she tok n look a bit ang mo type n juz love her lips. soft, thick but small n red(mayb tts e effect of lipsticks) juz so nice to kiss. =X not a pervert ba...ok la.. abit jealous la..lol. after tt juz stayed at home check e time 4 e movies. tot could go straight to orchard from sch but 8plus den meeting.. so might as well go home take a nap first. couldnt get in touch with gek ling too. wanted to meet up ma.. den.. hai... go home la!

i seriously HATE those ppl who give me stupid comments. dunno trying to b funny or wat.. i think its being sacarstic lor.. well... i do watever i wanna do. i wanna stand i stand. i wanna sit i sit. i wanna tok, laugh, smile, get crazy its up to me. dun ask me stupid Q like: ""ni zhuo she meh?"(wat r u doing) giving tt kind of look, as if i m doing something weird.. abnormal... juz shut up will do! ok la.. i juz have something against tt person mayb...



THURS:
not a gd day in sch also.. hmm.. should know y... it always happens every now n then. sick of it man. i juz dun wanna repeat myself. juz let me tok to myself n ans my own question pls... i juz starting to dislike sch again. n its only e first wk of sch!




WED:
Taurus: Honesty is your main focus for the day. Don't stray from it.**

went 4 suki buffet after sch. eat eat eat. ya now e k-box student package is so damn cheap! after tt walked ard orchard(dunno how many times i have been to tt place this wk. sian) went to paragon e Gucci shop. having sale or wat. like so damn ex! noticed 1 plain white shoe so damn nice, selling at $600++. -.-" ok.. mayb its alrite 4 e clothes n shoes n blah coz mayb they last longer.. better quality n materials used.. but i find it stupid tt they have those key rings selling at hundred plus. seriously those rich guys have no where else to spend their $ on man.. like give me some pls. ya.. how i wish! was so damn tired after tt.. dragged myself. eyes damn tired. i m not sure these few days i m lack of slp or wat. i juz like to slp so much. or is it coz or e weather? raining almost everyday. managed to drag myself to far east. hmm.. nowadays i juz keep see-ing nike shoes everywhere( limited edition or dunno wat shit) all looks e same to me.. with e nike tick.. juz in diff colours n materials. ok la.. not bad also la... nice too. N I BOUGHT A "TAP N GO" WATCH IN LUMINOUS ORANGE! juz hit it on ur wrist n it will go ard it. nice! i love it so much. its juz 4 $7. after $2 off. cheap la.. dun really mind if e watch wun really last long, i have 2 other watches anyway, 4 formal n non-formal occasions, its enuff already. i can juz get e 'watch face'? out den use e band as an accessory. =)




TUE:
Taurus: Produce a deep, provocative and personal piece of art today.**

nuting much happened in sch la...damn boring. went 4 CDS. all about using search engines to do reaserches. lame. den e "bartender" sat beside me.. haha. tot he gonna sit e row infront of me n kelly but dunno y later asked if any1 sitting beside me. mayb he c same lec hall la.. so juz sit together lor. but i felt damn bad. din tok to him at all.. he alone ma.. den i have kelly.. wa.. like really anti-social ah. but din know wat to say to him also. but hmm.. juz c next wk CDS will sit together again not. juz ask some stupid Q lor.. hmm.. really find him cuter n cuter nowadays.. malay guys also not bad de. juz like e'toot toot' glasses he always wear. so cool. e other day saw him w/o it he juz looked so weird to me.

went to meet ros n qiao mei at orchard. so nice to b with them. i wanna do it more often. dinner at cartel was great. toked about stuffs. den window shopping abit.. looking 4 gifts actually. later meet with kellyne after her work 4 pool at lucky plaza... hmm.. so tt nice la e place.. still like cine kpool! they juz play e songs so damn loud! haha. den later took bus back with ros..

went back to tm rite after sch to return e keys too. saw e girl i dislike while walking dwn e escalator. den juz reminded me about complaining her again. decided to sms e boss saying tt i have returned e key n at e same time let her know what she needed to know. seemed as if i trying to 'sabo' her ah.. but who cares. i m outta there le. juz said tt she sometimes go off w/o imforming me.. go shopping or run errands. juz let her know la. ok used 2 sms 4 tt le.. so was thinking juz say more stuffs n make full use of tt 2nd sms. but i accidentally pressed e 'send' button. so o well.. nvm.. 4 get it. den e boss actually called me 2 times, both missed while i was taking a bus dwn to my dad's place. din dare to call her back..=X but mayb i should have.. mayb she wanted to know more. hai. den she sent me a msg juz saying thanks. hope she was glad she found it out from me.. wat her dear staff have been doing.. hmm..slept on e bus. juz so damn tired. missed my stop man. n i had to walk 1 stop back. -.- late liao lor...




MON:
Taurus: It will be hard to get into the spirit if your basic needs aren't met.**

first day of sch! damn excited. c familiar faces...had new teachers blah...some damn cute.. some damn lame. 1 day of sch, 1st lec already kena scolded. coz was 20mins late.. went to print notes ma.. was scolding us n we 3 couldnt b bother with him.. din 'hiu'? him while he was standing behind us.. juz sat dwn w/o looking back at him. ya.. he is e lame 1. trying to b funny n tell lame jokes only. but not funny lor. another 1 quite cute la.. funny... but 'lor so'.. but mayb its gd to make sure every student knows wat he is teaching but sometimes really take too much of time le. n so on ... with e other teachers.

Li.di.ya turned back time on 8:10:00 PM.