The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

TAURUS WOMAN

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.

Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity.

You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well.

If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement.

She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation.

She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before.

She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there.

She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life.

She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living.

She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries.

If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl.

You can not tell her to stay at home,

she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals.

Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul.

She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection.

She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it.

She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant.

You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom.

Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she go out swinging with her friends if she wants to.

She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality.

She is a public figure but belongs to no one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere.

She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her.

Love her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.

She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do.

You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party.

If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before accepting you in her life.

She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else.

If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more.

Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for.

She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're better off breaking up".

She always remember her first love.

Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but everythings should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action.

If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it.

She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge.

She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough.

She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars.

She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought.

She has fun teasing you and making jokes.

If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it.

She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive.

Do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters.

Try to like her friends and let her have her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

Li.di.ya turned back time on 12:49:00 PM.

ZzzzZz... omg... actually talked on e phone with my "ex" for almost 2hrs!i was shock to receieve a call frm him..long time no contact le.. i was with him for 2 pathetic wks..nah..i wun even count it as 1BGR.As usual,he did e toking...all crap.PURE BOREDOM.kept toking bout e past..he still has e sms i sent him a yr ago -.-.like ok.. so wat? wat is he trying to show..zzz...i still think tt e way he talks still sound kinda fake lor.. but its kinda gd..say e things tt needed to b said. he reminded me so much of DZT.kept saying tt he wans to quit smoking n needs motivation frm some1...ya ok...in e end said tt he will report to me how many sticks he smoke per day frm mon onwards.ya like wats gotta do with me.. watever!...after hanging up e phone he asked a Q. :"u have feelings towards me?" i think it is kinda obvious frm e way i treat him nowadays...

man...for e past few days i have been bz with work.. it was so damn tiring! i have to work for 8 hrs again today...with e boss! -.- hmm... i better get contact lens soon!so tt i can check out e cutie opp. at 77th st...haha..remember once i 4got to put e stick first b4 pulling e "shutter" thingy while doing closing n it got stuck! since he was doing e closing too.. i had no choice but to ask him 4 help n luckily i did.he seemed reluctant to help....he was like.."aiyo..y like tt..." tt kind response n gave a frustrated expression.in e end he got his fren to help after he failed to do so..i said so many times of 'thank you(s)' n i received no reactions from him..-.- ..fine.hai...so 4getful of me...i even 4got to take out e stick once when i was doing e opening!it was there until mrs tay came in..there's another cutie too!(u muz b thinking i m v lucky huh..opp. so many cuties..haha)this 1 is a female with a funky hairdo.last sun she came into my shop to look ard while i was teaching Qian Hui how to do closing.(yes she has joined me) when i looked at her she was like.."^_^ (mi mi yan..so cute!) v bored la..so come n look ard.." haha..i was like ok... wanted to say wan anything tell me ah... give her discount..hehe..cant imagine tt she is e same age as me. so.. after getting my contacts i will b able to c them clearer..n when e cutie ger smiles at me frm opp i will b able to c it n return her a smile too. if not omg...qian hui will have to inform me again..later she thinks tt i m 'dao' ah...

Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:43:00 AM.

You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


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You are the Goddess of Earth. You are very stable
and dependable since the Goddesses rest apon
you. You are very materialistic. Somtime cold
and distant, but that might be because you need
to get what needs to be done, done. But yet you
are everyone elses strength. You are the most
Stable of the Goddesses, since without you the
other Goddesses would not exist.




hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.


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Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.


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you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
bunny. You hate everyone and eveything and your
not ashamed of it.


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Your Heart is Blue


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Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:08:00 AM.

Hai..din go tp apply 4 my design course again... i was thinking i have no portfolio also.. n as if my art is sooo gd.wanted to give hospitality a try too,coz weli n her 2 other frens got in le..n she told me tt u have to describe e pics they gave u.pls..as if i can tok v well... i hate oral lor.they r so lucky..they can put their minds at ease le.i m thinking of re-taking my o's..i know my dad will b unhappy about it.i will make him 'lose face' la... ya..ai ling was to go tp with me de lor..but she din sms me n i felt tt it was pointless to sms her too coz it's either she nv reply or she dun wanna go le.. i m sick of tt...i dun wanna make myself an irritating person.she said i wronged her tt she wasnt interested to go anyway..well tt was how she sounded on e phone yesterday.if she was really keen on going..she would have called me..not wait until 4pm+ when e'thingy' has closed.yes...today at work.. e bitchy boss called to scold me.."1 wk 1 day off only! tts our company's policy!"..yeah yeah.. kept toking bout e "company's policy"...she also said she dislike e attitude i was giving her..pls..wat kind of attitude she gave me too.. a bit of things 'gua gua jiao',how m i supposed to know how she wans e things to b done? she said"if u r unhappy u can leave...u know how many ppl outside r jobless?i have a q of ppl who r waiting 4 this job.1st wk is ok.. but after tt i c no improvements.." i told her.."ya.. if u r not happy with me u can sack me lor.." ya as if i wanna work 4 her.she can dun worry man..once i have found another job i QUIT!her shop really cannot make it ah.. damn quiet.think better close dwn soon if she is not making much $ out of it..e stupid melissa is taking off this sunday coz she wans to "go out with frens"n e boss approved -.-.wth... tot no off on wkends..as if tts so impt.. nv go out b4 meh...watever!but so sad.. 1 day off=1 day full only.. tt means e other days i will have to face her! NOOOO!!!!~

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