Taurus: You won't be satisfied until you speak your truth loud and clear.**
yeah... "...push me.n den juz touch me.till i can get my.SATISFACTION." haha..
last sat went devil's bar again with sis n fren..din really wanna go again but sis nv been there b4..so anything la... nv go clubbing with her b4.. e nite b4 we went to c 'ah gua' at changi after catching Starsky n Hutch at tm GV.omg..they damn chio ah.. especially e 2nd parking lot we went to. there were a group of ah bengs too.later saw them following e 'gers'haha...1 actually got onto a lorry(or van) of 2 'ah pehs'! eeee.... yup! today e moment i woke up receive gd news le... last fri went Fuzion Smoothie interview(was so damn lazy to go all e way to millenium walk but luckily i did!) n they called me to go 4 orientation on wed.(no more sales 4 me..pls..) so happy! thank god i called back coz i was still slping when they called..n usually i dun pick up calls coz no free incoming b4 7pm..hehe.. some more dunno whose no. tt was.. den i remembered! 'wat if e fuzion smoothie ppl call me?' den i tried to dial e no. but it was engaged. after a few attempts i managed to get thru. phew! if i get thru with this orientation,they will most probably post me to their changi airpot outlet.near my place..not bad.. moreover i m able to continue this job even after my poly starts. =) excited excited! hehe..
Li.di.ya turned back time on 7:56:00 PM.
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woohoo~ yesterday guo de hao chong shi wor! bz bz... went to collect pay @heeren n visited a clinic there 4 medical checkup n x ray(4 stupid poly thingy...) yes! i m going tp! got into e IT course same as my fren.so qiao. diff batch la..1 more yr to go but he is my senior lor.muz get him to bring me ard e sch..hehe..any prob can also juz find him! yup.. after check up go take passport size pic n met up with gek ling 4 dinner @ paya lebar.den telemarketing... my ex tutor suddenly called me ask me whether wanna go centro.today ladies nite.i anything lor.nv go b4 also.(i know i sua gu,but every1 has their 'first time' rite..dun u too?)so after work a fren came to pick me up(he was driving..free transport! keke..)..go home change (with him waiting downstairs)...den go pick my fren up n send us to Centro there.
i was hoping they wun ask me 4 my ic n they din!(i 'hun' into embassy a few wks ago 4 e R U RED HOT event hosted by power98) when i went in,no1 was on e dance floor.i was like..huh..boring...juz when it was 12 in e morning,ppl started to hit e dance floor.b4 tt had to get myself high(or a little tipsy..haha),in order to get me in e dancing mood. drank vodka-lime(sis intro me at embassy b4),champagne,vodka-ribena? n vodka-cranberry.e champagne actually tasted like beer.i prefer vodka-lime to e other 2 vodka(s)..they tasted much better..not as bitter.. later we headed to Devil's Bar in a cab with her fren. while i was dancing there,i was thinking wth is wrong with these ppl.they love clubbing so much.wasting their nites away. coz i sian liao lor afew hrs later.zzz.. tried brandy-coke there too..not bad..den we met a SENIOR Private Investigator there(he showed us his card)...cool~ saw e ang mo in e sg reality game show Eye 4 a Guy too.. gotten damn hungry later(n i was so sick of tt place) so we went e curry chicken cut by scissors de 4 supper b4 going home.. 1st time eat e curry damn nice... thick n sweet..not at all spicy..
e end.wat a day it has been...
Li.di.ya turned back time on 9:03:00 PM.
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Taurus: People are speaking with an added edge to their voice.**
i dunno wats wrong with these ppl.they r giving me HELL! seriously,sometimes i juz feel tt i need no 'frens' or ppl like them...watever shit! they r juz wasting my precious time.when i try to b nice to them they take advantage of me.it really does PAY 2b nice. to b alone is all i need.tts when i get peace.so many things r going on in my head! i wanna get them all out! ...but how? wanna 4get bout e past but sometimes they keep coming back to haunt me. relationships... blah...all i wanna ask 1 person is tt: who do u c when u look at me.another woman? no i dun like e feeling of being a 'dai ti ping'. i know nuting goes smoothly as we want it to b,but there r so many 'IF ONLYs' in my head...i really m trying not to think to much.when i m free i m gonna write my past failed relationships in my webby man..think u ppl will find them funny too.think if i ever live till 60+ n i look back,i will too laugh my head off. hai... now my sis fren (who is 30+ married already) is trying to b funny with me..hai...
still remember when i was sec3.. knew an ah beng frm irc.he was really nice although not v shuai (so wat? shuai can 'tian bao ni de du zi meh').still can roughly remember his face.he damn shy de.once he confessed tt he likes me at e mrt after sending me home, his whole faced turned red at tt pt of time! so cute! haha.really like a tomato.1st time i c this kind of thing man. hehe.i forced him to say it coz many time he kept saying:'i wanna tell u something..' i was like ok..den always nvm de in e end.i was also thinking..ok.. nvm..mayb dun say is even better. well.. after he confessed,i juz walked away to save him frm embarrassment. i felt kinda bad tt i rejected him even till now.he showered me with gifts e.g a monkey soft toy+ e pig keychain frm mu-ee! at first tot it was ugly..but now i m really in love with it!he even gave me his geo notes he did himself!(though i din need it coz his was physical geo..)so sweet!tts e time when i know his chi name is YiFeng.still remembers e nite where we went to fisherman village 4 dinner n had a long walk after tt.e things we said...=) now after we lost contact i really misses him. all becoz of me.always waiting 4 ppl to make e first move.well i did gave him my new no. .. n was juz waiting 4 him to sms me..he did..4 a while..n now..this is it!no news frm him le. hmm.. guess ppl come n go.ok enuff enuff.its all juz memories.think too much also not gd.
today was also kinda mad..suddenly my ex boss called me n told me she received a police report about me i think.its frm a customer i think too.immediately i tot of e incident whereby a ger paid her 2 tops($28 each) by nets it was declined.i was thinking.. huh?! she have e CHEEK to report to police about me! it was juz a small thing n btw,it was my loss ok.i paid 4 her 1 top already! watever..later i called her again n told her i still have e receipt as proof.n she told me e ger was on e other line.n LATER, when i wanna make sure wat was e report about.she told me: "MISCOMMUNICATION!it is regarding another issue." wah-ha-ha.v funny.wat e shop system..i kept asking wat was e report actually about she kept changing subj n din ans my Q! -.- great! something is v wrong. since she WAS toking to a GER on e phone juz now.tomolo i WILL get her no. n tok about it. i still suspect it is tt customer. mayb i said i have e receipt as proof n e whole thing is going against her? YES I WILL coz i wan justice to b made! e boss even said wanna deduct from my pay which i will b going back to e shop to collect tomolo. i told her how can she do tt?! i paid e tops on her behalf already,wat gives her e rite to do so? she did not have any loss.it's me alrite! but nvm coz lesson learnt. anyway,i will go n get my pay tomolo n make sure no $ is being deducted! need to sort things out too man.
o ya today received post frm tp n i will attending e IT course in june.have to go 4 medical check-up.tt will keep me bz. i will go HAPPY a little.. all by myself..whether its shopping or wat..(hey its not bad afterall k.at least u can take ur own sweet time looking n trying on clothes.i love it!)..since some ppl say wanna go out but now still havent confirm yet.(i bet in e end it will still b cancelled) 'all..by..my..self~' hey! i dun 4ever need company k! i m independent! yeah!!!!!
Li.di.ya turned back time on 12:13:00 AM.
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Taurus: Someone you love means well but is communicating quite poorly.** (toking bout my aunt?! my dad or sis?haha..)
i m jobless liao!!!!! tt stupid bitch today told me wat u know? "today will b ur last day coz i wanna train e new gers liao.." like wat e hell..i told her n her mother many times tt i will b working till end of april.i gave them more than 1 month notice liao.tell me wat kind of shit is this?at least tell me a few days in advance NOT ON E DAY itself.was suppose to work till 6pm lor.. den when she came she juz said u can go at 5. -.- hello...it's like if i m working till 6 i m working till 6.how can juz bcoz they wanna save $4.50 den ask me go off early.i got a shock lor when a new ger came today 4 training.i knew NUTING about it.tts y i was thinking:funny..if i working till 6..den e new ger working till 7.. n another ger,veronica who juz joinedworking frm 5 till 10..there will b 3 gers! i tot they really siao le..so...they wan me to leave early tts y... WATEVER! its like i hardworking enuff le man..its not tt i get paid 4 doing nuting(ya i know my sales is not v gd too.but i did try my best!)..unlike ch..it was a bad idea to ask her join me.its like i was doing all e things 4 her..zzz...she always 'chi dao zao tui de'..was really fed up man..tell her thing also dun listen.it really shows tt mrs tay likes her more than me(juz coz i dunno how to 'pai ma pi').since none of them appreciates e things i do...i might as well leave!
so suay also..think there 'feng shui' not gd too... their business like not v gd.. den me n ch lost our hp!tt was like last sat i think..den know juz bought N7200.all my $ gone le lor...den now jobless..-.- when i think of it really 'qi' man..not i LOST it myself leh..it's STOLEN! wo bu gan xin!!!! ok..let me tell u e story.. den tell me i should b angry not...
this is how e story goes:
i was in e changing rm trying on some tops.( y y y! if only i was at e counter!) den e ch was outside.den a man came in n asked her about e bags which was a few distance away frm e counter.she attended to him.he asked her stupid q..e.g how much is e bag when e tag was there!..can it b given as a bday present -.-..blah..zzz..there was another woman in e shop.ch saw them exchanging eye contact.e woman was actually near e counter which ch's back was facing.ok..nvm la..but when they left she saw both our hp r gone.she actually could look ard 4 it n came in to ask me whether i took them.. as if playing a fool with her..(excuse me..when have i started to become so 'bo liao'?)wth..... after tt den go run after them isnt tt too late already? she should have done tt rite after she found e phones r gone...we might have a bit of chance in getting them back.later kept complaining to me..i m like more 'fan' lor.coz e sim card is not under my name.n my aunt is in china working.wanna cancel also cannot coz still havent completed e 2yr plan.still muz get a fax frm her to auth me to collect another sim card on her behalf. i m like v poor le lor.. now worse.hai.. nvm...time to change a new hp le too. tt old n6510 'sot sot' le also.. hai..
ok mayb its nuting much..lost jiu lost.but when she actually asked me whether i took it.. really wth lor..
now jobless le.. time to rest, look 4 a new 1... n also to slack(..not again).....slack ah slack!
Li.di.ya turned back time on 7:16:00 PM.
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Taurus: Try not to get so emotional over what you have and what you don't.**
wa... too lazy to type out here..havent even been writing in my own personal diary! hmm.. c when i will update my blog again..next wk? hope so...coz have been really bz with work...really cannot take it any longer..all e stress i have been getting..help!
Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:41:00 AM.
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