Taurus: You have the power to sexually entice anyone you meet today.**
2hrs of sch again today. got my CARC quiz paper back. got 4/15, n 10 Qs r MCQs! wth.. like tt also fail.. next wk my term test how? havent studied 1 bit lor.. sian...study e stupid IT. feeling like i m going to sch juz 4 e sake of studying. wasting $. dunno i should stop this course not. sian lor.choose this course coz dun have others tt i can get in le if not go design or wat le. den wth, like so many ah lians.-.- mayb coz e COP is damn high lor. feel v 'shi bai' lor. dun study next time also do wat. fan ah!
den after sch went cine de kbox with kelly, e rest were gonna do their cmsk project. only us so slack.go 'xiao yao kuai huo' only. havent even do. thurs muz give to e kumarasan? liao.tomolo we gonna make use of our 4hrs break so better finish it lor.(ya.. i wonder how we gonna do tt.) yup at e kbox was like freezing to death. we like kena cheated of out money lor coz we were having e lunch there, n order delifrance de dunno wat they called it. so we were thinking we will b getting e crossiants? type but no,its those like normal chicken pies u get outside.-.- $6 bucks 4 tt lor. den when going to call ros i realised i din bring my organizer out! so no no. to call lor. great! cant meet them. however, when we were walking ard at far east i remembered kellyne is working there. though she is in sch, e shop ppl sure have her no. so went to ask. she was like looking at me n saying: "u sure its safe to give u?" haha.. think i wat meh.. stalker? stalk a ger? hmm... den met up with n she passed me a spare hp. gd gd..hehe ... in e end din go hang out with them(kelly was meeting her frens too) coz damn tired, eyes bth le(n dunno y i m still at my dad's place online eh..) so left orchard. while doing tt... dunno those ppl looking 4 new faces come up to me again.. said they do mags like teens blah..(eee...) so yup.. did give him my no. .. but yup.. i will c how lor..
n i 4got.b4 tt went to get my new sim card,asked e guy whether if i lost my hp n wanna get a new hp do i get discount after my sup told me singtel or m1 have this kind of thingy.. know wat? he handed me a $100 off voucher which i can use only if i get 1 tt time without any plan.need my aunt to go dwn in person also. felt damn cheated lor. when i got my 7200 e other time w/o line how come e ger nv tell me anything? JIAN HUO! got my mango skirt also like tt.. 1 wk later got sale...-.- all these $...hai....
Li.di.ya turned back time on 7:14:00 PM.
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Wo yao lei si le..... yesterday after sch worked till 12.. go home c a little tv..bathe( so tt in e morning no need to wake up so early to bathe) bout 2.30 den slp. 5am woke up to work. ta han till now.. zzzz.... eyes wanna close liao... waiting 4 my sup. to drive me home later..hehe.. so juz go online lor. slp liao better wake up study liao... term test is in 2wks!!!! so fast... yup. today while working met quite a few of funny ppl. think all r indians. -.- i fed up of them le... hai... juz now about 3 of them(a bit of e construction worker or 'gan chu huo' de those kind came to get 2 mango yogurts. it was a total of $2.20. was attending to 1 of e airport staff(a malay police woman) n an indian lady with her son, n they were shouting 4 me. like no manners lor..-.- den after tt like wanna pick a fight or wat. gave me e exact change n was going back to those 2 when they juz stood there n din move? they wanted something frm me? i couldnt understand frm their body language. e airport staff was telling me to ask e police 4 help if they were trying to find trouble for me when shouting, n asked me to tell them to Q up. i din bothered n continued with e things i was doing. i wanted them to wait 4 their turn. yup after standing there 4 a few sec. n saying something to me which i couldnt understand. i told them: "yes? tt'll be $2.20. $1.10 +$1.10=$2.20.no change." showed them wat they gave me n e woman was like telling them e same thing too. asked them wat they wan..AGAIN.. n told they:" wat u wan? receipt? receipt?" they said dunno watever shit again n walked off. e woman said i this kind of thing i muz 'lian chou chou'. should have man... really dun get them.... c more n more of these things.
later again other 2 indian woman were trying to buy tea frm me. i got e $ in US n wanted to give them back their change when they turned ard n walked away. i was thinking ok nvm.. i get e tea first,give it to them when they come back to collect. but no. saw them walking further n towards e resting area. fine. i m not gonna walk there to deliver e teas to them. wat do they think i m? so i juz left e teas there. o ya. when they were ordering i din understand wat they were toking about so juz kept reapeating myself:"with milk or w/o?" ok fine. juz gave them 1 with n w/o. later my sup. came back frm his smoking session n told him bout it. he said he would deliver it to them which i said he din have too. anyway he did n they told him he din order.-.-" yup n they paid him again! joke of the day man. we juz got some extra cash lor. n btw, it was S$4, not US$4. they gave him $US so... WATEVER! WHO CARES! lol..... haiyo..
my sup told me quite a few of their jokes.. v their skin colour is like this n blah blah blah... when i have e time i shall type it here... keke...
o ya. e sup have 1 fren working here at BOSS. said look like Aron Kwok but i think looks more like Zhang zhi ling.. not bad looking too... keke...
Li.di.ya turned back time on 3:42:00 PM.
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STRIKE 4D AH!!!~ lost hp again.. =( so suay.. left my hp in e toilet cubicle. realised it after bout 10mins in e cmsk classrm. i remember tt girl lor.. she was carrying tt cheapo clourful bag which was free from herWorld mag. wth.. selfish pig. dun she know tt hp is v impt to us nowadays? wait till she lose hers. i seriously curse her man! no mood le.. got out of e class to try my luck to c e girl with tt bag (called my hp too n she off it! sickening lor!). ok la stupid of me.. but my hp have so many things leh. pics...mms.. ringtones i dl...n e songs i wanna dl r inside. i juz bout 4 hp 4 months ago lor! my $868 gone...juz like tt. tt is like 2 or 3 months of work leh. hai...nvm lor.. its juz $. can still earn it back.sui bian lor.. hai.. need to an wei myself ma.. but ya la.. quite true.. watever la! now i m un-contactable. arrage my working schedule also difficult.meet my frens also difficult.hai..o ya. if my sis n dad finds out sure die! omg! she is in my frenster! ok.. i shall del her first.=X .... ........ ..... done! hehe.. trying to calm myself now...hai... thinking whether to get new line n hp now or wait till have promotion.. my plan gonna end in nov too. mayb borrow from some1 first ba.mayb i should try to live without a hp now.. hmm.... sian liao la. go home le la. dun wan stay here in sch online liao. tata~
Li.di.ya turned back time on 3:39:00 PM.
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today's CARC quiz was like shit! ...ee nni mee nni maa nii mo de... 10MCQs. 2 short structured Q. gd lor... dunno wat to write 4 those 2. die. muz get 8 out of 15 to pass.wth. hard lor! e Qs all chim chim n confusing de,din know which ans to choose.n yup. i din study at all last nite after i got home. instead, i was watching e jacky wu show 'shi zi lu kou'. -.- wu liao... this morning wanted to get up 1hr earlier,den half an hr earlier to study but in e end still woke up at 6. wash up drag here drag there till 7.15, read (or mayb b i should use e word FLIP) thru e notes untill7.30 den go take bus to sch.it was useless anyway,thinking tt my this pair of 'si yu yan'(dead fish eyes'?was forcing my eyes to open e whole time) would spot some points tt would b of some use 4 e paper later. sch ended at 10 so after tt met up with Qiao Mei go K boX! sang 3times of my song..L.Y.D.I.A by F.I.R! lol siao liao... hehe...nice song to start n end e singing session. cant wait 4 next week. mayb going again...hehe.. or c how.. with kelly they all or wat... n tomolo is wed! muz plan liao muz plan programme le.. =x like wth hor.. term test coming le. tomolo think gonna have c maths close book test again. buck up man buck up..u 5lacker!
Li.di.ya turned back time on 4:14:00 PM.
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Taurus: Use the day to reconnect with nature in whatever way feels right.**
here comes another week of sch liao.still feeling moody. those old days r coming back again. thanks to my mood swing!i think some ppl bth me le.i bth myself too! AAAAAHHHH~ again now i have those 'cant b bothered attitude' again.(ya ok i have attitude prob k..) but i tired my best. e jokes i used to laugh dun seem to b funny anymore. they seem lame. but sometimes dun u have tt kind of feeling tt u r not at e rite place? u r not included? soo..extra? mayb i think to much le. n those signals u get from ppl. ok mayb i really think too much le.ok la... mayb i dun have e mood to joke ard lor. hai~ now after work le. wun b working untill fri n e weekends.tomolo have a computer architecture quiz n i still havent study.wth. later go home c i go slp or stay up to study. hope all will b MCQs. let me pass i happy liao la.plsss..... o well.. hope tomolo will b a better day. mayb i should put on a smile more till ppl think i siao. =} (ya lor.. smile to myself lor happy?) better den lian chou chou again... .......i will try my best. (well i did today but still.... zzz...)
Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:46:00 AM.
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Taurus: Love will take an unexpected turn. The change will do you good.** <-- i doubt so.now i m starting not to believe in horoscopes anymore.last time it seemed more 'zhun'.
-=[ searching 4 a reason...searching 4...U. ]=-
watched Fruit Basket cartoon today! cute cute~ =D
"jing tian ri ji kong bai mei you guan xi~ bu bi mei jian shi qing dou zai yi...~"-Sun yan zi song
Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:01:00 PM.
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Taurus: Be present to your feelings so you can call a time out when you need
to.**
Mon: after sch went to wrok @ T1. tot will b working with Zarina till 7pm 4 gwee yong to come,but she said she needed to go to e hospital 4 some reasons so i was ok with it. coz T1 is not as bz as T2 anyway... den at 6,e crowd suddenly came.i was all alone n so many ppl were surrounding e kiosk.panic man panic.tried to work faster n in e end e whole place was in a mess.spilled some of e smoothies n dunno wat la....my bag n hp kena a bit too. den some1 wanted to pay by visa. e machine was somehow different frm T2 de... had to key in e last 3digits of a row of numbers.e thing is tt there were 2rows of numbers.i had to make sure i key in e correct 1 rite. so i called T1. i was trying to explain myself coz she din know wat e hell i was toking about,but all i got frm her was tt she needs to use e credit card machine too, n tt she needs to put down e phone so tt e machine could dial in order to use it. i stopped her n told her my customer waited v long already, alot of ppl ard. he was only buying a few things from e shelves, felt really bad to make him wait so long already. so i quickly asked her again. i was like watever.... juz tell me which 1 n if i keyed in e wrong 1 its not my fault. it came rite from her mouth. den i slammed e phone. my head was spinning. my hands were even shaking while handing them e drinks n their change.at 1 point of time i really wanted to tell them tt we r out of smoothies. 2 customers mayb c me so bz or something,left e change on e counter(think it is sort of a tip?). =) a few cents only anyway...
e money n reciepts were everywhere.n i lost one of e visa paper.wonder if i gave e customer both copies. =X yup n ya... T2 called again asked whether if needed any help. i said anything.. wanna send some1 dwn is ok with me. den later i called again told them no need le coz by e time they come another guy would have come after sch liao. she said she will send angeline dwn anyway. ok..watever! den when e guy came, she came. nice timing eh... wat pissed me off was when she said:" y ask me come? gwee yong is here already wat." she gave me tt kind of look tt i made her waste her trip here. not i ask her come 1 lor. so when she said tt, i juz look at her n look away, cont to do my things. den she called T2. PISSED ME OFF LOR! >:( after tt no mood to work liao.
juz nice sam called n i complained to him. was really mad man. i juz told e guy i go 4 break. went 4 bout an hr. told him i no mood work liao can i go home early? he din approved so ok lor. but he asked me wat was wrong. told him e whole thing. i wasnt happy with e gal's attitude. juz now wat happened n other times when i worked with her. i was like doing all e work lor. once she was talking on e phone, juz chatting with her fren n 1 customer came. i was facing my back so din know ma.. she actually tapped me n said:" there's a customer." ok fine... but another time i was at e sink(some dist away from e counter) washing e coffee machine, she called me n said e same thing again! ok fine! i go! like wth.. cant she juz tend to them? she was RITE IN FRONT OF E COUNTER! even when i using e phone i would ask my fren to hold on wat.. cant she do e same too? hellooo.... she was SUPPOSED to work lor. she is PAID to do so. e guy whom i complained too knew there was something wrong with her to. she have tt kind of attitude coz her fren is a senior there. -.- was thinking of quitting man... this kind of person 'buay zi dong de'...not auto de lor. when there's work she juz waits 4 u to do it.. zzzzz.... something muz b done bout her man.
Tue: sch till 10am so went TM with classmates 4 lunch n watched Mean Girls. not a bad show. there was a scene of e girl having her meals in e toilet. tt really reminded me of something... overall not bad. b4 e show were eating at LGS. suddenly there this kind of feeling of..... dunno how to say. after tt i was quiet all e time... after e show i juz told them i need leave 4 work liao. so i juz left.
Wed: din go ktv with e rest. den was late 4 maths lec. so i decided 2skip tt n go sch early anyway to use e pc.met ai ling 4 lunch at tp. today wed ladies nite! wanted to go db de but 1 by 1 cannot.. irene nan de called me to go also. ai ling also going. in e end sian liao din go lor. hai~ these few days juz wanted to go drink lor. go club. go ktv sing till shiok. always have this kind of urge de. =( so called my fren go drink at a pub lor.. go tok cock. 12plus like tt went home.
Thurs: looked as if no1 was going 4 e prsp lec coz it was raining. was so prepare to sit alone. till i saw yong sheng at e bus stop. so qiao! gd gd gd.. late late together! hehe... dun wanna late late walk into e hall too.. a bit pai seh. den went 4 lunch with a group of classmates.den lab.after sch went to work. later mood ok liao. free sushi from sake frm opp. yeah! hehe... ya.. had e urge to go club again.to go drink.to go ktv sing my heart out.c when ask qiao mei accompany me when she off. had e urge to eat too! bought 3 bars of chocolate from sch bookshop(they have a wide range i muz say)
ate 2 of them. at work ate 1 pack of rice.a big 1. den french fries from mac. den cut fruits den orange juice. really full man. i knew i had to stop. hai.. wats wrong with me.. fat le fat le..hai~
Fri: still having bad mood..fren got 2 free tix to centro. dun think going again. all working.. not free...hai~ watching movie with e gang too.half e day i damn no mood le lor.i had to go coz kelly bought e tix liao...to c SISTERS.(they r like copy ju-on lor. have e boy whose body is white.den e female ghost crawls ard.-.- now all e ghosts do tt liao.. no more floating ard le i guess.) i din have anything to say e whole nite to them.i felt as if i was watching e movie alone. no diff. during e show some parts i also felt like crying. was thinking too much of things. after e show i juz felt like going home.but actually, i din wan to. wanted to find a fren to come out drink with me but some working..some tomolo have work.ros cannot come my house c vcd.dickson called me to go coffee. really wanted to go but wrong person. hai~ he is e person i need to b careful of.fan ah~ wanna find some1 out but scared tt i will 'ren bu zhu' cry infront of them. ya.. tot of watching a movie alone. sad 1. brotherhood or wat....cry till shiok ah! sadist ah sadist. but really looking 4ward to a time when i can 'tong kuai de ku' again.on e bus was thinking how many lonely hearts r out there rite now man.
ya tt nite was suppose to go home with ys n branda since we stay simei but i wanted some time alone so i went home myself. they came to find me again c if i needed company den i rejected them. when i said i wan some time alone,go home myself. i meant it.
reminded me of tt day which was a christmas nite.day 1.after watching vcd at my house.he wanted to send me home. mayb i m not used to having a bf,he wanted to send me home i din want to. coz i understand tt e bus fare is v ex after loosing my bus pass n had to pay adult fare.den cant he juz let me b alone 4 awhile? i kept rejecting him. den he asked me wat i was thinking. i know i m v difficult to understand. i juz told him i need to b alone. ok... he waited till my bus comes den he took a bus to tamp. later he told me he actually cried when i left.was thinking he really liked me tt much ma? =( touch touch. its not tt i dislike him or anything leh..mayb he got e wrong idea.i juz din wan him to travel here n there 4 me. i can go to my dad's place myself...i know he was juz trying to b a gentleman, but i m not a princess anyway... hai..all the things coming back to me.
but seriously..when i said i wanna b alone, i mean it! sometimes e things i said(most of e time actually) i mean it! not this [no=yes] kind of thingy...
sucky week i should say....
Li.di.ya turned back time on 1:36:00 PM.
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Taurus: The one you love finally reveals what his or her true feelings are.**
v long nv write liao... neglected my dairy too. hmm.. 4 e last 2 weeks of sch kinda slack lor. half e time dunno wat e teachers toking about. lec tok.lab go surf net. slack ah~!better do some catching up le... n e sam damn bth him..damn crappy n lame ah! e way he does e sponge-bog laugh.."mmmuuaahhhaahhhahh...~" damn 'xiang' ah! bth ah... poly sch isnt tt bad after all.at least not as bad as my last 2yrs in sec sch. -.-zzz... at least have a few clicks in my class.. our class is getting more 'united' liao lor. e guys went to play soccer together.but e girls will NV get together! we r 2 diff groups! at first it was juz me kelly n siti, now we recruit brenda le.. trying to get yu yue n meiyi together too coz c 2 of them only also poor thing.. e other group consist of a few gers who act cool n act cute de...bth man.smile at them n they juz stare at u. wth is tt 4? act dao ah. ya la.. they pretty they stylo la. but i dun need this kind of attitude k. fine. act cool la. i catch u looking at me i stare back too. dun think only they can act cool. childish man! grow up le la.after sec sch still like tt. everytime catch them toking behind out back coz they always whisper whisper.n sometimes i heard them myself lor. small things only u know.-.- i mean as a classmate u muz so 'jue' meh? come on la... cant we juz 'act like a class'? hai.. dun say le la.. everytime c them also sian la. make my day sucky only.
but overall ya.. tp is nice la... e breaks r gd la.. can slack ard chit-chat. but still.. too much also sian.. nuting to do.. tt time we juz kept going to e labs go online. no life ah! muz change muz change..hehe.. yup n i found out brenda is also working at e airport! juz opp me de coffee bean. wa.. if i wanna 'tiao cao' i 'tiao' to there ah.. like not bad leh.. kinda fed up of my working place.. e ppl not auto de lor.. leave things 4 u to do. sometimes when i report 4 work e whole place is already messy. c liao also sian. no mood to work le. nowadays i heck care le. do closing anyhow do.work so hard 4 wat? n wat do i get? juz miserable $4.50/hr pay. one by one e ppl also quitting liao.. hai.. e company really cham ah. like wat they always say, mayb 1day will really 'dao bi'..'guan men da ji' ..u know..close dwn.
speaking of tt.. last tue went heerens with kelly they all..(me, kelly n sam took neo prints!) i walked pass star diva n i saw e sucky boss!haha.. have to tend e shop.mayb out of workers! haha.. shop still havent close dwn yet. think she saw me too den when i turned to look in she quickly turn to e fitting rm n look at herself in e mirror..wahah..as usual. havent change. e other time when i went shopping at orchard alone i went in too. n a girl with hk accent was tending e shop.i juz look ard e clothes den i went up to her. told her i was working there previously b4 her n asked her bout e sales. showed her my name tt was in e record bk. she actually showed e me e record bk lor. tts wat i wanted.haha. n know wat? e sales were juz as bad as those days i was working there! e boss still say my sales were bad. i really 'mai xiao' lor.. but happy too la when i met some nice n interesting ppl.. =) e prob was only e boss.
enuff of my 'lao lao dao dao'.. like aunty liao.. keep toking behind their back. but true lor. sickening ppl ma. but trust me. i will nv bad stab myfrens. i dun like i really dun like de. u wun even c me contacting them often.n i dun believe in talking bad things about some1 to e group of frens we share lor. if i cant stand tt person y m i with her? now i try to accomodate my frens coz i know every1 is diff in their own way.
think coz of e job i have been doing.sales n everything.meeting all sorts of ppl..
yup. juz e other day wennt to c 'WindStruck' with sam.. sad story. tried not to cry.telling myself its juz a show. not true. but cant help it la. den afew days after tt a familiar no. sms me. teling me to c tt show.. den ijuz replied c liao.. den told me cried like mad. though i erased e no. liao when i read it it sounded familiar. think i know who tt was frm.. kinda shock lor... hmm...
Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:06:00 PM.
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