The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: Don't be so hard on yourself today. Keep only positive energy flowing.**

i gotta keep myself bz! coz.......it's so no gd 4 me...bleah!

went to get my stuff today at TM.. at last.. kinda like it in red n got myself a matching THONG! wahaha..juz bought it 4 fun. i wonder when m i gonna wear tt.. hmm... did a bit of window shopping n going ard trying on clothes. hehe.. o my.. can't remember when was e last time i went shopping. checked out mango's new arrivals. not bad, have some nice chiffon kind of tops? but e price is juz not rite 4 me.. i cant afford it at e moment anyway..was tempted to get e pants from ebase n stuff but not too sure whether it looked gd on me or tt it matches with any of my tops..(sometimes e lightings do affect how it looks on u u know..) but i like it being soft n loose fitting. comfortable is e word. n it's juz at $20. find a time to get suggestions from my sis or whoever next i m going out with. din manage to c e skirts i saw e other time at pw. sad sia... =(




MON:
Taurus: You have no more excuses. The energy is in your favor right now.**

went to bugis to meet my sis n her colleagues 4 dinner after sch but i was late so they went ahead w/o me. her colleagues r a fun bunch man, so funny n cute.. juz like Lennon. kinda envy my sis.. she juz manages to get along well with people wherever she goes. later they accompanied to get my specs. yup..got myself a half frame 1. decided to switch to specs after e BioMedics gave me problems. juz cant wait 4 feb or march to collect it.. hehe.. gotta wait 4 them to order a new frame 4 me.. walked ard a bit b4 we headed home.. had a bit of tok with her on e bus, it nv fails to make me feel closer to her whenever we have this kind of chat session.

though it's a little weird, it's nice to meet my sis's frens u know.. especially e lennon, such a cutie... hehe... enjoyed e time i spent with my sis. i want more of this so much...together with dad, but she is a bz woman u know. =( with work.. frens.. hai.. o.. she mentioned of going to Mad Monks this fri with her frens.. I WANNA GO! when fri comes, i will remind her tt i will b tagging along... tt is if Lennon is going too n i have no plans 4 tt nite. hehe.. i m a troublesome little sis huh.. keke.

ya gonna celebrate her bday this thurs with my aunts.. HER 21ST BDAY! so happening huh..-.-


alrite.. reaching my bedtime.. gonna slp soon. cant help but feel guilty 4 not doing any revision 4 my term test next wk. i will have to wait till tomolo then. sch 4 tomolo will juz b a maths lec from 9-10, how great is tt? i shall make sure tt i reach sch in time otherwise i will juz have to give it a miss.. again. tata...



P.S: to e person who checks out my blog every now n then, not out of KPOness but concern

whether u r reading this or not.. juz wanna let u know tt i will respect watever decision tt u make. juz go with ur heart.. sometimes we really r "jui ying xin ruan".. so mayb now u need time to think about it. ya.. i think u do. so mayb juz give u this whole wk to do it.... if not i will juz treat it as a silent B.

Li.di.ya turned back time on 11:34:00 PM.