The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: People are extra flexible today - you can convince them of anything.**

in e lab now waiting 4 my cds to start at 2. zzz... shall stay 4 about an hr then try to sneak away after e teacher have taken e attendents. after tt gonna meet sam at TM 4 dinner le.

n i dounno to panic or not, tt my DCNK is due tomolo. -.- again last min thingy. wth.... supposed to do it last wk during e hol but nope, pushed it to yesterday, then again today. n now my group mates cannot b found. how resposible is tt. hack! wat ever shit la, i dun give a damn... sick of these kind of ppl. they can juz continue to spend their time rotting away, no way m i gonna let them affect me.




SUN:
Taurus: Add a splash of color to your outfit. Make a bold statement.**

had a wonderful time at Escape Theme Park today with sam. 4got when was e last time tt i went there. we both were kinda disappointed tt quite afew of those rides tt were more to e "interesting side"were closed. however, still managed to enjoy ourselves. love e Bumper Boat tt get u wet. SHIOK! waited especially long 4 tt. sat a few times of e Viking, flipper and Go Cart. we actually spent close to 5hrs there! Unbelieveable! thoughout e whole thingy we took 2 photos a few videos only with my hp. n something sucks. i dun seemed to b able to transfer those videos to my pc! sending mms n using e data cable do not help. argh...




SAT:
Taurus: Break out of your shell and try something new. Experiment freely.**

quarelled with my sis n aunt... so.. e trip to Escape Theme Park is cancelled. boo.... glad tt sam was concerned about wat happened but it was ya.. a small matter so no need to share tt with him. it was all because of e damn tix fault... stupid prob caused by ros.



WED:
Taurus: If you push, others are right there ready to push back even harder.**

went 5hrs of KTV with Qiao Mei. SHIOK! but my plans 4 tt nite din go smoothly. cause by same sickening person again.-.- so met sam 4 pool rather than movie.(watched "Shall We Dance?" on fri instead. nice 1.) den din wanna go home early n i knew tt sam had to slp in early so... in e end went to a KTV pub in Joo Chiat coz i so much wanted to drink tt nite. ya ya.. e place was sleazy, but alrite la. got to c 'mamasan' there with her foreign girls.. haha.. n bar top dancing.. blah.. had a great time singing ktv again there. though it was in e hall, wasnt quite pressured by it coz e other men there were bz with their pool at e back so.. hack. 1 guy sang worse than me anyway..lol. fun i should say. my fren was like cheering me on.. giving me support. haha. think i really drank alot tt nite. was kinda tipsy when we left so my fren suggested to have some warm food or drink at e coffee shop opp. to make me better. but i think they make me worse. so din had any much food then we took a cab back le. think i actually fell aslp in e car until e taxi driver asked 4 direction to my blk. felt still kinda alrite when i alighted, took e elevator. till i reached e 10th storey n began to feel like puking. continued walking n swallowing my saliva, or wateverthing is forcing its way through my gullet n out of my mouth. BLOO.... i puked. 3times. along e corridor. =X guess wat. a men in e apartment of where i puked outside saw me. opps. he gave me e "wat is happening" kind of look. i cont with my journey rite after e puking part, not looking back man. ya.. e puking part was shiok man. crazy i know... haha. it was a diff feeling from my past vommiting experiences. tt was shiok, felt good n better after tt. tts y i could juz walk away normally. mayb coz everything came out damn smoothly unlike b4? haha. damn slpy. fell a slp rite after bathing. e next day had a hangover sia.. bleah..

Li.di.ya turned back time on 1:08:00 PM.