The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

Taurus: You'll have to make tough choices. You can't please everyone.**

i m stuck with so many projects now. DCNK, IISO, NMM, Maths n UIR class test, all on THURS!!! except e DCNK which is due tomolo morning, 8.30am! gotta burn midnite oil again. e worse is tt i dunno how to start. -.- i dun mind e NMM but e rest.. argh...watever. i m so damn sure i will repeat DCNK next sem. or mayb even IISO. bleah.

tonite gotta go jogging le... =}




MON:
Taurus: A loved one says one thing but actually feels something else.** <-- something tt is better?...or WORSE? =} V DAY!!!!! like its gotta do with me.... -.- anyway.. 'yuan you qing ren chong cheng juan shu'... =)

new yr, christmas, v day..... is like a normal day for me, juz tt it is a day tt i dun have to go to sch! yeah!

went to sch anyway. after sch went tm to meet my sis n her frens 4 dinner. every restaurants were packed, with long Qs outside. heng heng my sis knows some1 from Billy Bombers so we sort of cut Q... hehe. yeah... after we sat dwn we then realised they only serve set meals on this day. no choice. we only had 4 set meals to choose from.

guess wat r e novelties tt come together with out set meals? we each get a... 1.chuppa chups lollipop 2.colourful ang pow packet 3.condom made in USA! lol. b4 we left, my sis actually asked e supervisor whether it is usable or something since she knows her. n she said tt isnt. hmm.. i was like thinking y dun they give us e "REAL" thing rather than u know.. useless 1s... juz in case SOME PPL need it. lol. kidding la. promote safe sex ma.. but eh... 4 married couples pls!!! really something different man....

after dinner Lennon joined us after her work. (poor thing.. she works from 11-8. e timing a bit e 'bu san bu si' leh..) n she got lost while looking 4 e Billy Bombers. she kena confused by e 2 shopping centres, tm n cs. haha.. like should have called us lor.. my sis also 1 of a kind.

we went to 2 of them de house after tt n watched Desperate Housewifes. drank burburn? coke too coz e couple had whiskey n coke in their house. of coz got ang pow from them.. hehe... after e show we left e place le. poor Lennon had to go go all e way back to Tanjong Pagar. e couple invited them (n me) again on fri to go there c vcd n play cards. so sweet.

this couple had been together like since their sec. sch sia... married 4 quite a few yrs le with a son. though e last time i saw either of them they seemed to b drawing apart, now when i see them tok again they look so cute! haha. not tt they acted cute la.. but their normal conversation juz seems cute to me. sharing stuffs together.. n the guy most of e time would break some jokes to make e girl laugh. so sweet! ah... a sweet looking girl n a so-so kinda guy... bleah

c-ing tt lennon n sis r so close, i cant help feeling happy (n jealous? =X) 4 them. my sis juz told me if she doesnt get married, they should b spending their life being single together. n i juz added: "i shall join u 2!" =D coz i dun wanna b all alone by myself.. n lennon is sooo irrisistable... such a sweetie!

Li.di.ya turned back time on 2:23:00 PM.