The Greatest Pain in Life

  The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

 

its suppose to b study wk but i m already in e hol mood. its always e case when i dun have to go to sch.

have been thinking about alot of stuffs rather than studies... about going on a hol during e 2months break, prob with finding a pt job... +++

i have to get out of this house once in awhile to keep my mind off these stuffs. wo xu yao hu xi xin sian kong qi...

still feeling guilty about e other nite when i asked sam out 4 a nite jog. i was like 45mins late coz i accompanied my fren 4 dinner at tm. really sorry tt i din bother to even sms to inform him i would b late. was thinking i would b meeting him near his blk anyway. n tot he knew i m always e late queen. i m always taking things 4 granted. mayb its true tt i m a person who is not caring enuff...

when i saw him in his slippers, i knew e nite run was off. not so sure whether he cried or something b4 tt.. but it seemed as if he did. was thinking wat happened.. family prob or wat.. when i asked he juz said he tot i wun b going anymore and he fell aslp while waiting. opps. i screwed up lor.. moreover i was e 1 who asked him out. we juz had a short kopi break den i left le since his neighbour was there too. den went 4 e nite jog alone near expo. or-bi gd!

was thinking of getting back together again, hint hint a bit by asking him out since i was e 1 who asked 4 e break anyway. but mayb 'wo zhi zhuo duo qing' ba... i think too much when he complained bout his stuffs to me e other time. coz i hate to waste this kind of time, when both of us r feeling e same way. so tot mayb i should act first.. but mayb it was about his ex ba.. not me. ya.. still like him in a way. but whenever i think about e pic n e compare part i juz feel mad again.

now i understand this part when u like some1, u dun mind giving him/her up to e other person when tts wat makes him/her happy. i used to think its stupid, trying to act noble only. but ya.. no pt too rite...holding on to something like tt... e same goes as frens. it hurts to c some changing themselves while going after some stuffs in life. but if tts wat they want and makes them happy.. they can juz go ahead.

still... i wish him luck like how i wished 4 cl n his gf. no faking k. if he really still like her better go 4 it. 'xing fu shi yao zi ji qu zheng qu de'. i always have this kind of mindset tt guys should b e 1 to initiate and take action first. so....

well.. i dun mind but guess it will a bit difficult to remain as frens ba. juz let time pass n we will know.. mayb it will b e best way to end it juz here. no more 'po po ma ma' le...


STUDY TIME!!! ........*zoOM*

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