Taurus: Your temper is quick to flair up today. Get at the root of the issue.**
1 month++ of Holiday!
still out of job. spent e past few hrs (or e whole of my wkends) being a couch potato infront of e tv. alrite.. quite satisfied with e programs. watched quite a few of e old chinese shows they were showing on channel 8 and channel U. suprise suprise. i think after e merger of e 2 tv stations, channel U will attract more viewers like me who r not so into taiwan's show like "pi li huo" or hk's "qing qing" which has thousands of episodes, suitable for ah ma(s) who have nothing better to do than to follow up on every of their episodes. Taiwan's dramas juz sucks la. only their variety programs can make it.
something from e programes i have watched:
The Tree("hai zi shu"): "People tend to be more aware of their surroundings when they are lonely." .... yeah... a time for some self-reflection?
"Hu Du Men": "Happines does not come in a plate, it has to be earned."
ya.. last nite was out having dinner with my family. all e way to orchard. i din enjoy any single bit of it. i knew i wun, but no matter wat, i had to have my dinner settled rite? i had no programs anyway. so wth.
but e saddening thing was tt i missed a call from ___. argh..shit! y din i..... 4get it. din bother to call me back either.
after dinner took a bus back alone. it was a long ride but it din matter, i had my mp3 player with me n i love taking long bus rides at nite, 'kan feng jing' n stuff. u will nv know how much i dread of going home everytime i have e chance to leave tt place.
while on the bus i tot of doing something stupid. since i still have my bus concession, having my hol, n out of job at e moment, having so much free time, i could jolly well get ard sg, go to places i have nv been to or has always wanted to visit. hmm...
Good Friday sucked too. i cocked up everything... again. was running from TJC tt day, and 4 e first time i felt something really bad, scared or watever.. was like afraid of losing something...... ...... i ran n i ran.... as hard, as fast as i could...
juz now was searching for info on Micheal Flatley's Lord of the Dance and i came across this website. BEST! do visit, u wun regret. http://virgil.no-ip.com/Features/b2evolution/blogs/blog_all.php
yeah.. hoping to go for that Lord of the Dance which will b performed next month, ard my birth date. a great way to celebrate my bday? watched another performance of this guy, and his group or wat, on Arts Central a few wks ago. "Riverdance" or "Feet of Flames". watever it was, very entertaining and it took my breath away. it was superb! tap dance with catchy background music. WOW!... no.. DOUBLE WOW!!!
ok.. back to the WEBSITE. i dunno where these ppl come from but cfm sg..hehe, they are really gd at blogging. as in the contents and stuff are really interesting, the website itself. seems like their lives r kinda happening too. woo... i muz comment that they provide really gd reviews(for movies, music, eateries++++), quotes, games for killing time and sharing stuffs....some r really enlightening. they also included some photos which seemed professionally taken(eh.. think 1 of them is kinda experienced in photography)... nice. wa.. i would like to to take up tt too.
websites tt are worthy of ur visits:
Mamma-Mia: http://www.mamma-mia.com
reminds me of the play. BEST TOO! i wanna get e music track album!!!!
Tony Leong: http://www.tonyleung.org
He's THE MAN! who cares he has split personality, slips easily into depression or wat, he acts well and has gd character. u know..some part of me kinda resembles him. he is my perfect man!
Koroko: http://www.kokoro.com.tw
remember those taiwan love stories in flash? "zai xing" ++... used to get the links from emails... now here it is.
TV ad: http://www.cc.nctu.edu.tw/~u9014102/BBDB_08646_0028797W.MPG
this is a damn cute 1. its not a link to a website but there'll b a pop up menu which will prompt u to dl or open it.
I Love IT!: http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/mtv/0407/flash/29IloveIT.swf
wow.. enthu sia... damn cute too.
Sections u'll like to look out for when u visit e website:
- photography (i like e "Good photo, bad photo" post)
- peeping tom
- super boh liao stuff (haha.. ya really bo liao. but have things 4 u to laugh about)
came across these things they say too:
" I feel so distant these days... It's like it doesn't matter whether you are there or not, and no one realises."
...if u know wat it means. tt was wat i have been trying to say...
"Our brains can store so many things, that actually is quite impossible to forget anything that has taken place in out lives."
amazing huh.... i wonder those people who have appeared in my live b4, those i would think of once in a while, like m i sill in their memories or have any impression at all?
"When you fall out with a group, because you feel their way of doing things contradict with your own values and views, you feel the best way is to leave the group. But when you leave, the people who bad mouth you won't stop bad mouthing you... and they prefer to garner more support for their case by saying bad things about you. It's a harsh reality of life... but politics exist the moment friendships turn sour.
And when you leave a group... you wonder if you've got the courage to trust in a new group again. After all, you've been hurt quite bad by the previous unpleasant experience. For her at least, it must have been a hard time of self-reflection. I used to feel this way once last time... and I learnt not to expect too much of friends... because expectation is the cause of much disappointment.
In any case I also learnt that it's better to have a group to play volleyball with, than to have no group at all. In fact it's a miserable feeling... inside, you are dying to play, yet there is no one who would play with you. I used to spend weeks and months in Sentosa watching people play volley... everyone seems to have a group they belong to, and it's hard not to feel left out."
thats how i think too sometimes. n yeah.. it feels really bad when u need, but dun, have khakis to carry out the activities u have been wanting to get involved in.
=X opps. i copy cat.
ok.. working on my new blog template...soon. dun think will b designing 1 myself coz my pc a bit cock up now. will b getting these links organized once i have moved.
bedtime. dun think i need "sleeping pills" tonite coz think its late enuff...
here's e lyrics of another great song i have found from e webby. do have e mp3 but din really notice it until now, tt i have seen e lyrics. nice.
Lost Without You
By Delta Goodrem
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without youI keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
